No.13732
What is the purpose of depressing nukige?
I wondered after finishing Starless by Empress. I regretted it. There was no payoff, none of the endings, including the "golden" one, were much of anything. The struggle felt meaningless. I was left feeling depressed for about a week.
I went down a rabbit hole spurred by an essay on the violent video game Manhunt. I discovered the existence of "hurtcore" pornography. I also discovered in Japan that there exists JAV pornography with… Animals, their guts, insects, snakes. Perfectly legal.
Two things hit me.
One, Starless is only depressing and meaningless from my perspective… From the perspective of the "enjoyer", Starless is Art. It is not that Starless was written intentionally to be depressing and meaningless… It is such because of its material. Just as a cartel execution video wasn't filmed to be depressing, neither was Starless written so.
Two, the despair in the face of Power. In Starless it's rich people. "Hurtcore" is organized by tech-savvy /g/ types who are able to fool their computer illiterate victims. The JAV industry is ran by Yakuza. It is an overwhelming feeling that is hard to describe. You are powerless in the face of Their terror.
I am scared.
It's not like socialism would do much to calm this feeling. Like in the "Hurtcore" example, those, those people, have nothing to do with class war. And yet they are able to exert their savage Power over others who are none the wiser.
I've become disgusted with pornography. It's been getting harder and harder to get off. I say this as someone who used to get off to Lilith hentai (like for example the Taimanin series). Why did Lilith's stuff never affect me in this way? Maybe it's because Lilith's stuff is on the fantasy side so it creates a mental barrier.
But also, I've become disgusted with modern Japanese culture. All those doujins depicting train groping for example… Are depicting an incredibly common instance of sexual assault in Japan. Otaku, they get off to it. It would be like making fun of the Holocaust, right in the middle of it happening. I mean, if you went with your sister to Japan and she got groped on a train, would you ever look at those doujins the same way? It is becoming increasingly difficult for me to enjoy otaku media, even the non-otaku Japanese stuff; Bulma gets almost raped by Red Ribbon Army soldiers and it's played off as a joke…
What is there to say? Ignorance is bliss.
No.13733
thank u for ur thoughts op
No.13734
Can't stand any of Lilith's horseshit. The shitty out-of-focus effects, the cottage-cheese semen, the stupid faces, the lazy fetish pandering, I hate all of it. They are by far the worst producer in the modern H-anime industry.
No.13735
>>13734By Lilith's stuff I wasn't referring to the h-anime.
No.13737
>>13735>>13734I dunno why I thought it was only one H-anime studio, but somehow multiple groups have converged on the same trash animation tropes when adapting Lilith's visual novels into anime.
No.13738
>Starless
dude why, why the fuck would anyone play shit like that?
Also the purpose of nukige is just to fap, that's it,japanese retards pay $80 for that shit just to cooom, you can do that shit for free on hentaipanda or hitomi.la or whatever, now you understand why the eroge industry went to shit, people realized that paying so much to coom was a fucking scam.
Play some good shit instead.
No.13744
>>13732>What is the purpose of depressing nukige?Well, unironically its audience gets off to degenerate, violent and cruel sex acts. Even if it's "only 2D", they're being desensitized to things like rape and torture for entertainment.
Glad to know, anon, that you're realizing the truth about pornography in general.