I'm too retarded to even pretend to care about this alienating hellhole of a society I ended up in. Everything from school to simple acquitances is constantly enforcing the will of capital in you and me and everywhere. Your relatives aren't caring for you when they say they hope that you get this or that job, you enter to this or that college, you get good grades or whatever when all of that is just getting a pass from the bourgeoisie to proceed to wageslave yourself till you die just to continue being alive. They're just hoping you "do your best" by effectively pressuring you to comply with this dehumanazing system cause they don't know anything else, and they also won't listen since it's this same system that rewards them to keep them in line. They become another bourgeois tool to keep the wagies down no different from say police, firings, or a fucking timetable
And how are we supposed to cope with this shit when the emotional link is so strong even your loved ones become this meaningless i don't fucking know. Maybe I should embrace alienation and become an spectaclefag who's only life hope is for friday to come but I'm too retarded for that.
Fuck this shit man I'll just try to log off