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I've never even held hands
I can't remember the last time I made genuine skin-contact with someone of the opposite gender that's not a family member, and COVID only made it worse. Or barely eye-contact outside of school/work or formal settings

Communism is all that's left for me
I would self-immolate at this point


what I do is just get very drink like I am now and it all goes away


Go to a bar


>>162927 (me)
And meet a pretty lady


What works for me is not leaving my room for weeks and forgetting that women exist.


fucking based honestly


yeah i dont even leave the neighborhood anymore since covid, basically turned me to ultra neet
i barely see people who arent related to me or just driving by now
two guys were hanging out on my lawn yesterday, i went out to check the mail, one of them took his shirt off and kept trying to talk to me and it was awkward, at least he was cute though but im not really equipped to talk to people or anything and that was weird


>two guys were hanging out on my lawn yesterday, i went out to check the mail, one of them took his shirt off and kept trying to talk to me


not a larp, honestly i think he was messing with me, probably had a laugh about it after playing "let's mess with the weird chick" or whatever


If not a larp, I would assume they were trying to rob me tbh


yeah i actually bolted my door after going back inside and was paranoid they were trying to break in at any moment


Christ is always there for you my friend. Check your local Catholic Church, most have mass every day of the week and weekends too. You don't even have to talk to people, just go there and sit, eventually you may say hello to a few people and see what happens. Sometimes on Sundays there's even cake and coffee! Going out once a day for just an hour is a good start to fixing the rest of your life - some light exercise and you get to have some time out of the house. Who knows, maybe you might listen and get some sort of inspiration.


and dont forget the tithe!


i went to a christian church some when i was young and this new guy always brought nice cookies, however he was expelled after being accused of being a federal agent infilitrating the church. not kidding


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I fucked a qt in February after no action for several years. It was really nice and good for my morale. Im going to move soon and hit the dating apps hard. Gonna make it fam


you have no excuse unless you're very ugly
learn how to talk to women


even if you're ugly, you can hug them as friends


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Stop bragging


I'm in the same position but don't really care anymore
I think I'm just going to kms when the pain gets too much but until then I'll find other coping mechanisms
I hate this world so fucking much


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>two guys were hanging out on my lawn yesterday, i went out to check the mail, one of them took his shirt off and kept trying to talk to me
jfc women have it so fucking easy it's unbelievable. I can see why some guys troon out, it seems like the logical thing to do. I fucking hate it all. Fuck off.


meh they probably browse this board


>get sexually harassed and accosted by feds from checking the mail
>wooow you have it so easyy


you got hot on by two hot guys in the short walk from your front door to the mailbox. You do have it easy, you have it so fucking easy. I have never got that kind of attention in my life. At least have the decency to admit this.


*you got hit on


You literally called the guy cute


Is this another BPD thread?


it's literal federal agency stalkers trying to fuck with me dude


i mean yeah but it was staged and he was either a cop or making fun of me or both so what does it matter anyway


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Junko fantasizes about getting railed by cops, lol. That's why she thinks two guys saying hello to her in front of her lawn are feds that sexually harass her. Also not wearing a shirt isn't 'asking for it'. Teach women not to stare and not men what to wear, ok?


this post was unironically written by a particularly perverted federal agent

come here faggot, first time one of you lays a finger on me.. *******
living vicariously through your more attractive coworkers is pretty pathetic, get off your computer chair and come let me see just how attractive you supposedly are fatass, no you wont do that lol, go eat another donut, funny thing is i know that stereotype about cops is true for a weird amount of you, why are you always stuffing your face with donuts


No they fucking weren't. You're really not that important. I'm a schizo too but that's just fucking retarded.
>inb4 "you're a glowie too"
fuck off. admit that women have it easier. I would kill to be even fucking acknowledged in that way by a girl. This shit makes me hate the world so fucking much


junko I don't believe you are real, there are barely any jews in middle america let alone rural burgerland they all live in miami, nyc, and brentwood los angeles.


She lives in Florida last i checked


they literally seemed like they were mocking me anon, i can just tell
there's plenty of jews here, i am a bit far out from a synagogue though, ~2% or something of american jews are rural


>they literally seemed like they were mocking me anon, i can just tell
They probably weren't mocking you, unless you're ugly or fat or disabled they were hitting on you
do you not see what I'm getting at here? girls have it so much easier. I want that kind of attention. Most of the attention I get from girls is when they genuinely are mocking me.


>They probably weren't mocking you, unless you're ugly or fat or disabled
*stares into the camera*


junko, very very few women are ugly
I highly doubt that you're one of them


>very very few women are ugly
non american detected


post tummy


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Girls unironically go out to pick up the mail and get instantly hit on meanwhile I'm unironically thinking about going to a pedophile self-help group so I can get chemically castrated just to get release from my sexual urges despite the fact that I'm not even a pedophile, I'd just pretend to be one.


I'm bri'ish.
despite having some of the ugliest people on the planet, 90% of young girls I wouldn't consider 'ugly'


this guy gets it
don't get chemically castrated tho, that's remarkably retarded. Like that whole plan has genuinely Impressed me with how retarded it is. Well done anon.
But seriously, just ask your Dr for antidepressants instead, they also kill your sex drive.


don't do this anon. You are just young. The older you get the less horny you get. getting old is basically auto-chemical castration. Not getting laid won't be a big deal when you get older you really won't care.
this is also a good idea.


>wants to go to pedo therapy
>but he's not a pedo haha
yeah i think i think i decoded the incel mystery here


what's your opinion on "inceldom", junko?
Is it a societal issue or a problem with individuals?


Dude dw you can get meds that block sex drive without going to one of those.


careful, as soon as you mention in*el on this site the fucking leftcels crawl out of the woodwork


Junko is a liberal(look at the flag) so she obviously thinks that there is nothing systemic going on that that incels are just losers and genetic waste that should pull themselves up by their boot straps.


Are you telling me you are a fat, ugly disabled jew? At least you're cis right


I guess I'm sort of a leftcel
I occasionally browse the 9chan board. I think "incel" is a dumb term though. Personally, I prefer "ugly autistic male who's too retarded to talk to women"


Kind of a shit take, I'd give anon more credit than that. Although yeh some incels are pedos


only disabled in the head anon and it's getting better.
i might be fat im not sure, i mean by American standards im probably skinny but that's not saying much, im not like obese though
idk about ugly, when i look in the mirror i cant figure it out
yes im jewish-kraut and cis though. unless wanting to become a genderless sexless robot and/or cyborg counts as agender idk.


report the CP please


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For thousands of years humans have been celibate for one reason or another, usually religious, sometimes military.

It only became a problem in the context of a society where people are bombarded with sexual imagery all the time through television and the media and internet.

From what you see on social media and TV you would think that everyone is in a perfectly fulfilled loving relationship having 5 orgasms a day. Well that ain't true.

There's literally nothing wrong with the cel part of incel.


Yes it is getting reported.


but I don't care about sex tbh. It's the other parts of a relationship that myself (and most incels imo) desire.


the celibate people weren't in romantic relationships either. They lived with other monks or priests or nuns or w/e. In fact the modern day idea of romance wasn't a thing, those who experienced sex were those who got arrange married at 13 to whoever your parents chose. Love wasn't involved.

Stop thinking hollywood BS is real


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don't castrate yourself anon. invest your vital sexual energies into fembot construction as i always say. honestly being sexually harassed by random biopigs isn't worth it anyways. especially if it's just random people that just want a piece of your biped meat! or if you are into that, might as well get a robot to do it anyways

btw if you are trying to get castrated it would be better to go the transhumanist route. i feel like if you what you are planning you will get on a watch list which is not a good thing if you aren't attracted to kids. honestly, you might as well diy LOL


at least stay in /itg/ jfc. is it because pedophilia was mentioned???

>unless wanting to become a genderless sexless robot and/or cyborg counts as agender idk
gender isn't even real (unless if mediates your material relations somehow) but for the record it is basedgender


no the pizzaspammer is a seething leftychanner who just spams the top threads on every board AFAIK


>Stop thinking hollywood BS is real
It isn't even hollywood bs. It's just how I feel. Telling myself "dw it's just porky propaganda" doesn't stop me feeling awful about the fact I've never had a relationship. I feel so inadequate.


Stop pretending to be a paranoid schizophrenic, it's not convincing.


nothing i said ITT indicates schizophrenia,


Take your meds.


You're not alone. This is a rising trend everywhere. Soon most western countries will reach Japan levels of celibacy.


it's not crazy it's literally observable truth from everything ive experienced.


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>OP creates a thread about how awful he feels
>thread is likely a cry for help
>that or OP wants to talk to people who can empathize
<junko and her orbiters derail the thread within the first ten posts
<another thread turns into junko schizoposting
<it stopped being funny about 6 months ago

Sorry this has happened, OP. I'm also cripplingly lonely and a virgin. It makes me want to sui too, every day I think of it. Can't really offer any advice, I guess it's good to know that you're not really alone. There's many in our situation, if you're ever feeling really bad please make a thread here so we can talk about it. Sometimes typing out how you feel can make things a bit better.


i didnt derail the thread i was just saying i relate to him because i cant really connect with people too


Everything is observable truth when you're psychotic.


I highly doubt that your situation and OP's are at all comparable
Then you humblebrag about get hit on. stay out of serious threads if you're going to derail them


that's fucked
how old are you? if you're young enough, if you're old enough, go to a bar or club and


>thread #5123192831 "tfw no gf"
>serious thread


>if you're young enough
go to a community college or something**


singles of truth


>if you're young enough, if you're old enough, go to a bar or club
words cannot describe how angry this post has made me.



what is this gif? not clicking lol


self immolation via moped
it isn't too graphic dw


Yeah my entire post was fucking awful.. really shit the bed with that one


all good lol


it was. Literally some of the worst advice I've ever seen on an imageboard. I'm 100% serious, this isn't a joke
>go to a bar
>go to college
you should have your fingers smashed with a hammer so you can never post such retardation again


Its really not bad advice, outside of those places you're pretty much fucked.
Your only other hope is to meet a girl through work


Oh I'm sure you've saved OP there
He definitely didn't know that you can meet girls at bars and colleges….
you're a fucking halfwit. It is shit advice. Neck yourself.


>save someone who just wants to wallow in self pity and seek attention on anonymous vietcong tunnel map image sharing forum


I hope you die. You're not only a bad person but you're also incredibly retarded. It's a shame you weren't aborted.



Thinking that they are out there to get you is schizophrenia.


not when it's true


>someone talked to me today
>must be cia gangstalking me


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How do you know they're out to get you THOUGH? How do you know they're FBI or CIA?


What do you suggest?


I can't suggest anything. As the other anon said, I just wallow in self pity and seek attention on imageboards. I'm not in a position to give advice about meeting girls.
However, I can point out when a suggestion is retarded, which "go to a bar" is.


>I can't suggest anything
then shut the fuck up


No I will not.
I'm not going to offer OP advice if the advice is utterly shit. I will call out people who don't have my restraint and still post useless advice. Fuck off. I hope you did.



im in a pretty isolated neighborhood (if you can even call it that), people dont just show up and start fucking with you on your lawn like that, this isnt new york city or some shit where you take a step outside your apartment and every rapey moid, jehovah's witness and black hebrew israelite in a 100 mile radius suddenly wants to strike up a conversation



Knowing what to do is half the battle.
You will not receive motivation to do what you already know you must from internet strangers.
These are just the facts, dont get mad at me about it, because im sure everyone.here has dealt with this at one point or another


Do you ever go for strolls or talk to the statues?


i go on walks however not very often because my neighbors see me when i walk, and i dislike that


That's why I go at night, less people outside plus they are less likely to see my face.


I hate the facts. Why is everything so fucking difficult. There is literally no respite.


that's even worse and somebody may begin shooting at me


I'm European so that's not an issue.


Welcome, my son, to the machine


maybe those weirdo anti-natalist people have a point…
I wish I wasn't born lol
Appreciate the pink Floyd reference as well


Have always loved the song.
Boomershit is so comfy sometimes.


>pink floyd is boomershit
this is more depressing to me than anything else ITT


The song is almost 50 years old anon. But I get what you mean.
Also, for whatever reason, boomer and genx tier music fits way better with being an isolated robot than new music.


There's gotta be a better way to block your sex drive than literally going to a group like that.


>David Jon Gilmour CBE (born 6 March 1946)
fuck man, its literally boomershit.


find a prostitute. no ethical consumption in capitalism, etc.


paying a prostitute makes it all so much worse. The fact I have to pay someone a relatively large amount of money to even touch me is fucking devastating. And I've read r/asksexworkers or whatever that sub's called, I know it's all an act and they just want you out the door.




have you tried starting off with some very light excersise and building from there? Start looking after yourself, get a good haircut, change your diet, improve your sleep cycle, if you have acne, get some treatments to deal with it. If your face is fat and your posture is bad, look up youtube videos of stretches and exercises to correct your posture, if it means that much to you, there are little things you can do to advance your position, in doing them, you can build confidence that will eventually allow you to talk to people, but you have to take it step by step?

Don't try changing everything at once and don't expect results straight away but if you do these things to take care of yourself results will come and soon enough you will be amazed at how far your have come.

plenty people have been at rock bottom. And this isn't some bootstraps thing, its not easy, its hard, developing positive habits particularly if you have been beaten down in life is difficult, you will fall of the wagon and drop back into bad habits, but its quite simple anon you either go forward, get back up, try again, or you go down a path that leads only to killing yourself or something else equally as drastic. You get one life. There is no god, there is no second try. You can end it, or you can make the most of it.

Looks like you're pretty far gone, so I would suggest making some improvements to yourself, then when you feel good enough, go join leftist orgs. NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE TRYING TO GET LAID, but because you care about the left as your are here on a leftist website.

I know again, not easy, but stop thinking about getting laid, focus on improving yourself and developing some kind of path in life and just.. see what happens, anything is better than fucking chemically castrating yourself.

Do you watch porn? Stop watching porn.

Take us through your average day. What is your lifestyle like? Why do you feel you cannot improve on any of these things if you are resorting to such drastic measures as getting chemically castrated? Surely there are other options first


I think im going to be celibate like Lenin



why do people want sex so much? sex is merely chemicals released by the brain. why not masturbate instead?


>>163544 (not >>163238)
You can follow all of that normie advice and still be at rock bottom. You might reply that you should "go to therapy", but all the therapist would do would be to charge $40 an hour (with insurance) to recite CBT tropes about "irrational thinking". Well, at a certain point you fail consistently enough that your doubts are indeed rational and that you should stop doing things you hate like weightlifting or online dating in hopeless pursuit of maybe getting laid.


I don't know why all the advicefags are wanking themselves into a rage over this thread. The OP never asked for advice, much less the ineffectual normie diarrhea about "bee urself and go out there bro" that is being spewed here. He was just sharing his feels and that's perfectly alright.

Why do normies have to ruin everything?


I personally support his plan to chemically castrate himself for this shitty thread


That's great random normalfaggot. Nobody cares about your personal support.


There is still some modicum of truth to cliché-ism.
What you suggest is to continue self destructive habits instead of doing what you know you must do to turn your life around.
Your self defeatism isnt helping OP anymore than the "normies".


Neither OP nor chemical castration anon ever talked about any self destructive habits IIT


>Or barely eye-contact outside of school/work or formal settings
>I would self-immolate at this point
This reads like a cry for help, and /r9k/ toxic incels like you cannot stand seeing someone like you succumb to their inner monologue, like you so desperately want to.
You would rather everyone be as miserable as you, so you decry any attempt to better the situation. You are a massive edgy faggot, and probably a "nihilistic" teen.
For you, I can only recommend touching grass. It will do you good


>This reads like a cry for help
Well it's not. Give your imagination a rest.
If you really want to """help""" someone who is explicitly asking for advice and help, go to the femcel thread.


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>For you, I can only recommend touching grass. It will do you good
I touch more literal grass than probably most of this board as part of my hobby.

I (>>163793) am not even specifically denying that normie advice is likely to be beneficial to achieving a GF and (possibly) satisfaction with life, only that you can follow all of it and still fail. I've read normie advice posts that were nearly identical years in the past and was actually inspired by them. After years of "self improvement" with no results, every normie advice post makes me more and more cynical.


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the truth is that in most cases any sort of relationship is almost entirely formed by chance. the more time you spend around others and the more you stand out, the more your chances increase, but barring any extreme efforts theres always a possibility that you will never make any new friends or partners. the best thing you can do is learn to enjoy life without a partner.


Doomer nights


Fuggg you made me remember two cases from literature lmao
The monk in The Decameron who convinces a girl/princess about showing devotion to god by "killing the devil" that is on our bodies.
And the monk Brother Giroflée in Candide who just gives up in being a fucking monk and lives the life in Venice for a time.


What self improvement did you do and for how long


Well, I started off with some very light exercise and built from there. I changed my diet and got to an ideal weight, got regular exercise from jogging and the gym, tried out some radically different haircuts, joined all kinds of vague hobby groups, joined a campus communist group, went to psychotherapy, took my schoolwork more seriously, made several failed attempts at online dating, seriously studied a bunch of books on social skills, and more. Basically all the normie advice copypasta you can possibly think of. Time wise, it's probably been five years now fuck. I will concede however that I never looked up youtube videos of stretches and exercises to correct my posture, maybe that's the thing that's holding me back.

I can't think of any more things I could try aside from:

1. Social venues involving drugs and loud music. Sounds like hell to me, but life is painful already
2. Serious bodybuilding where you alternate between gorging and starving yourself and take steroids
3. Some arrangement where I buy sex, directly or indirectly
4. Joining some campus Trot sect and hypnotize impressionable college freshmen with dialectical bullshit so I can get in their pants, Gerry Healy style

I've come to the conclusion that as an ugly literal autist I'm statistically unlikely to ever find a romantic partner, so I should stop trying. I've given up on all the uncomfortable shit I did to "put myself out there" and my life satisfaction has started to improve from "wanting to die" to "wasting my life". Choosing to be a social recluse has been so much less stressful, but it also seals my fate.


Give up on getting a GF


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All this reminds me that one of the things we should do as praxis, as communists, is to help re-socialize people. It's really starting to seem like Margaret Thatcher was right in that we (don't) live in a society. At least not anymore. The "social fabric" i.e. the structure that binds people together through their relationships has been eroded almost to nothing. Few people are fortunate enough these days to have enduring connections to a community or even to friends. All we have is our role as worker and our role as consumer. And this is clearly not good enough. Everyone is depressed and lonely and everyone knows it. A lot of people are coping and normalizing loneliness because they see no way out. Of course they don't, because they've only ever learned to think of their relationship to society in terms of individualism and as a worker-consumer. The very idea of a collective, let alone a community is somewhere between a boogeyman and an unknown unknown to the average person in neoliberal capitalism.

Maybe one of the places the communist movement of the 21st century begins is by reconstituting the social fabric, resocializing people as social creatures rather than mere neoliberal subjects, and from that building up actual communities. Because we can't really build communism of any description without first having any sort of organized community.

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