I have spent all day masturbating and playing video games despite having shit I need to do.
I wanted to sleep or daydream all day with drowning around mysterious dreams leading to the unknown abbys, but I have my responsibilities, I just was doing these all day……. I'm so wicked and sad. Also maybe I could've watch some anime or read manga too… TT
I got food poisoning on Friday paired with a splitting multi-day migraine so I've been alternating between shitting/puking my brains out every hour or so and laying in the dark
Really fucking nice. I went to see family and childhood friends in the big city and have been drinking vodka and smoking for maybe 4 days.
No, spend yesterday ruminating on my loneliness, scrolling through reddit and leftypol. But I made a list of things to do today that I want to get done, and I seem to be on track.
glad it got better