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 No.529360

What if I don't really want to be part of any movement? I know what fascists in conjunction with the bourgeois media can do to you if you are slightly left of centrist liberalism and it's scary. Sadly any kind of "left" ideology is heavily ostricized in the reactionary shithole I live in. And honestly, even without that, I'm just deeply anti-social. I will never have real comrades because I can't get on with people just because we have the same ideology or just any kind of common interest or activity. I have couple of petit-bourgeois friends whom I know very well and I don't think I want to get to know anyone else. I just want to become a petit-bourgeois like them or at least try. Become the normiest of normies. And then maybe start reading some weird books (communist or not) to pretend that I'm more than that. I've made my fair share of mistakes and I will need some effort to get my shit together, but I think that even just trying will be worthwhile.

It's entirely possible that the reason why I started larping as a communist online is precisely because I felt out of place among my peers (and I wasn't enough of a misanthrope to blame everything on the Jews and women), but what is it that I can do? It's not like we are on the brink of a revolution. The reality is that despite all the upheaval in the world, class struggle in the strict sense isn't on the rise. All we are seeing is that elite groups are trying to rearrange the relations of power between themselves, and in a way that seems to be much more equal and equitable than anything we have seen in the last couple of hundred years. Sometimes this lends itself to to an alliance between the left-wing of the bourgeoisie and certain popular forces because they both rely heavily on the state. At other times all we can see is further societal decay without any solution in sight. You may not like it but that's how things are. I know that I won't be the person who will turn things around and I don't see any people with the capability of doing that.

 No.529782

Focus on yourselves. I feel I'm no use to the movement until I'm at my best or anyone is at their best. It's ok to want to seek that petite bourgeois life. It's not gonna convince you capitalism works. For so long and till this day still a little I was afraid. I was afraid if I ended my poverty I'd end my association with proletariat class aims. Id become bourgeois in mindset that I'd betray what I loved. It's important to trust you heart that capital won't change it, once you have the capital to really live outside poverty. In the shackles of poverty you can do nothing but survive. I can't afford a sign to display, I can't afford a punching bag to learn to fight. In this state many class conscious comrade can become obsolete to the cause. Your not gonna carry your nation on your back to salvation. Every comrade should look at their participation as if they will NEVER be the Lenin. We are all, all things considered the nameless red army soldier that died without recognition. We all must accept this sacrifice without recognition. We all must accept that we won't see the promise land. We are all Moses dying before the milk and honey. May we all die knowing we did are part that it was in sight!

 No.529799

Easy, you aren't part of the proletariat, as communism is a necessity for them. I don't mean this as a moral attack, obviously.

 No.529807

volunteer ur time at soup kitchens, tape posters to walls, do bare bones shit. even in the dsrk we hve numbers and if u make ppl's lives better u'll do better than most "revolutionaries".

 No.529810

>I will never have real comrades because I can't get on with people
Comrades usually ain't your friends, they are people you fight alongside, you don't need to get on with people to do that.

 No.529811

why do you larpers like saying "comrade" so much

 No.529832

>>529811
Idk comrade

 No.529842

>>529811
When I was in a national college movement we called ourselves comrades sometimes half jokingly, seriously because we were inspired by the people who came before us and jokingly because we were cynical. When I was in a national movement people didn't know shit about the history of how we called each other and they didn't care, so we were comrades but in name. So I guess saying comrade is indeed larping

 No.529883

>>529799
Thanks for the answer.

 No.529885

If we cant have socialism, we are all gonna die. Is a question of life and death. It was never an option to begin with. Capitalism will kill every single human on the planet if we keep in this same Path.

 No.529886

>>529885
What if I just kms before that happens?

 No.529887

The us is preparing to go totale krieg on China, climate change will kill billions in the next decades. We are reaching the end of everything.
>>529886
>What if I just kms before that happens?

You will die faster. And gain nothing at all

 No.529898

>>529810
Idk I just feel that every interaction I make with people is somehow deeply wrong and I always unintentionally act like a retard if it's not people I know very well and have no obligations towards. I sometimes even refuse take care of basic necessities because of this and go full neet. Honestly if I keep going like this I will probably end up homeless later in life. I keep telling myself that things will get better somehow and I should just keep myself together for the time being. There are times when things keep improving and I can get things done but then I always make a stupid mistake and it's back to zero and I have to start hiding from everything and everyone.

 No.529905

>>529898
If you are in the risk of being homeless you should try and seek help from as many orgs as you can before you get thrown out of your home. It is extremely difficult to leave the streets once you reach that point.

 No.529906

orgs, government programs, help from family, seek a informal job. Doing something is better then nothing at all.

 No.529908

>>529905
Thanks, but I don't think my family would do that. This is more of a long-term concern, especially when I will be the one to take care of them.

 No.529909

>>529906
You are right.

 No.530005

Its ok to feel despair and hopelessness in this liberal dystopia.

 No.530209

You are right.

 No.530390

>>530209
What's with the attitude? I've already said what I needed to say and got some answers.


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