How are you spending this Friday? Do you have any plans for the weekend?
442 posts and 156 image replies omitted.>>709753No and no and its too retarded for anyone to guess. The memory is already getting hazy and emotional impact dull, lets leave it be.
In transit town while waiting for a train I bought an ice cream proudly bearing "original DDR recipe" label (or something along those line, mein Deutsch nich sehr gut). It sucked. Say what you want about amerikkka, you cant get better than Ben & Jerry.
>>709805No.
During the train journey I got robbed for almost 10€ by I guess a ukrainian beggar, but not like a homeless person, I mean the kind that tells you a sob story about their 8 month pregnant wife and how they dont have money for ticket to get home, promissing to return it back, not targeting small donators, but some dumb schmuck (me I guess) willing to give larger quantities of money. And I am pretty sure it wasnt actual real story, because the shit was clearly rehersed. I asked him for ID actually considering donating more (I know I am a fucking idiot), said he does not have it on him. I feel profound sense of loss over it, the upside being it is overshadowing bad feeling caused by the event I refuse to speak.
Just let me fucking go home already. I hope grocery store is still open, have nothing to eat.
And its finally over. Im writing this post from comfort of my shitty little room. Still have to do laundry and clean the muddy tent. Supermarket was closed, but at I found small grocery store where I could buy coconut milk to go with leftover cereals so I dont have to go to sleep hungry. On the bus back this old man caught my attention, he seem distraught, very sad expression, his mount was constantly moving like he is mumbling to himself. Had whole bunch of full bags around him, and a guitar case. Though occurred to me he is recently homeless. I hope not, I get sad and keep having bad thoughts. I dont know how to deal with evils of this world.
So this would be the final footnote on my social year. Didnt do anything. It has been two years since finishing college and failing to secure appropriate employment, but the first one at least I kind of did stuff, moved, tried to get my shit together, but this year has been just a hole in my life. I need to get moving, start sending CVs again, study something more, skill up, get an actual career started, something I wouldnt have to be ashamed to say when people ask me, paying enough to rent me my own small flat. Bulk season is starting, so for the next 6 months my food budget is going to inflate too. My time on this world is running out, I have to live a life. Getting socio-economic position in order is the first step, I cant interact with women bearing the shame of my low value. Then maybe I find some affection.
>>709716 but how am i going to pay for my chihuahua pic datacenters??? :C
>>709727 i am, & i'm whining about uni because i'm lazy :C