how do u deal with:
just watch media at ALL TIME. seek ou a few podcasts and youtuoe/twitch streamers and just have them running in the background 24/7. you should put that content as your alarm clock and from your first waking second be listening to it. after a while, the people will feel like friends.
seeing as you have internet, you might wanna look into setting up online scams. otherwise steal old ladies' purses on the street.
numb yourself with substances. ppl can live years drinking alcohol everyday.
thats just wrong. everybody has a future. some ppl's future is just in jail or psychiatry