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WAHHHH I just wanna be a faggy little deerboy but I’m trapped in this dumb big boy body and it’s so annoying. i just want to be a cute little bisexual dear who beautiful women of all genders fawn (heh) over but instead I have this!!!! I thought I was trans for so long but I think I’m just nb and annoyed by my boy body but doing girl stuf and transitioning made the confusion worse. AHHH!!!!!

Im built too boyish for my outside to match my inside AHHH
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It sounds like you all are non-binary.

i too wish i was a twink. or hunkish. i would honestly be anyone else that isn't myself

>>4542
But i just want to be a femboy and possibly also a girl, i dont want to just be relagated to just "non-binary"
>>4493
Is it even worth taking estrogen then if it wont even prevent my twink death? My life is basically over when i hit twink death, besides my body is laready incredibly masculine enough as is. I want to cry, why was i cursed like this

op again and I’ve done some thinking. The thing you’re missing is that non binary isn’t good enough. Being a femboy isn’t right or good enough.

I’ve been promised success in embodying an archetype if only I try, work out, improve my social skills. I can be anything, and that neurosis is buried so deep within me and I don’t know if it’ll ever come out. It’s compounded by contemporary theories of gender that suggest it’s all constructed and I can just choose. I actually agree with that completely, but it doesn’t soothe the ache of being unable to fundamentally, ontologically change my entirety to match an interiority that’s just. Fabricated. It doesn’t exist. It’s all ego. But I can’t square any of it.

I think I just need to meditate and find acceptance or soemthing but it hurts so much

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does before hoes


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the idea that transness is inherently bourgeois comes from a very simple assumption: an imaginary of the working class as not having desires, cultures, history, etc, only austere base needs, completely alien to any "bourgeois excesses"

despite the supposed third-worldist bent many of you claim to have, this exactly how social workers and managers have framed and attempted to reconstruct the working class, as docile, administerable subjects, and a crucial part of how the labour aristocracy was developed

this goes in tandem with the historically paternalist position in regards to sex workers, any political agency denied a priori, they can only exist as passive objects to be administered by the state until they are integrated into "proper" circuits of social reproduction
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Agent Kochinski thread

Anti consumerism is also just a way to discipline labor

>>4533
I think this is a false promise. Because new institutions and structures will continue to shape us as long as we remain social beings.
I recommend checking out Foucault's writings on power, where he explains the issue in more detail. (I've been trying to find a good collection as a pdf, but libgen is a mess atm)

>>4536
>le you must look like the dumb useful working class person

>>4537
https://nitter.poast.org/SedimentedGeist
Great account.


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MadoHomu Exedra edition
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It's been two years since I've been off HRT and I don't think I'll go back on it (even if I wanted to I'm broke as shit.) Every night before I fall asleep I still think about what it'd be like to be a man with a wife living happily together. I don't think it will happen but I wonder if I should just dyke out already, I have a .0001% chance of scoring a dommy mommy but I'm going to take the chance anyway.

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Sup SGMs.

>from the mainstream society perspective, I fit neatly into the 'cis man' category
>I don't personally identify with a gender, and I think the binary models of gender are ridiculous, but my non-binary identity has no real effect on how society interacts with me.
- Is it insincere for me to classify myself as non-binary or queer?
- Should cis allies lie on census and surveys to inflate the trans demographic?

bought some sex toys in the hope that they can alleviate my sexual frustration somewhat
got a cock ring set, a bullet vibe, a butt plug set, a bottle of lube and a douche

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Starting the first bi thread since nobody else has yet.

Post about your bi panic and shit here.
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>>4426
Thank you for the flag it makes me not have to decipher your word salad.
The actual answer is that your religious delusions are mentally harming you.

>>4431
Filtered by two intersecting lines. Had I chosen a different flag or no flag at all, which I could've since my opinion has nothing to do with my "religious" beliefs, you wouldn't have read my word salad either way since you're not here to engage different opinions but to circlejerk. My views on sexuality were formed well before I chose to associate myself with Christianity and what I wrote differs little from what others have posted above. Are they mentally harmed by delusions too?

>>3820
Don’t break their heart. Just get it over with

>>4264
Your first point is poorly put but true and your second is absolutely how I experience life

How do you detect closet bisexuals? They can use their het side as a shield.


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Do the thoughts of dysphoria ever go away? I still don't know what triggers it. It's like every time I think I'm attracted to men I feel like my brain somehow flips in the other direction. Maybe I'm not bi and just a dyke? I'm in a complicated relationship with a man which doesn't make things better. I don't consider myself ftm, just a dysphoric woman.
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I miss Terry Davis sometimes. That's not relevant to anything here but I thought I should mention that

>>4480
In a socialist society he would have been brainwashed from his religious beliefs and conscripted into a high-ranking computer science job so that his intelligence could be used to the full capacity, also he would never have had to go homeless.

>>4483
Wasn't he clinically insane?

>>4484
Well what does that even mean? He just needed to be accomodated in a different way and have his religious spooks busted, and he could have been a very productive member of society developing new software. Clinical psychology is wrong.

>>4485
I feel similarly about Chris Chan albeit not with full brainwashing, just better support.

Anyway I don't care about being trans or not (as in having a trans brain or whatever) but the dysphoria kinda feels like torture. Maybe not t (at least not now) but I technically still have my binders somewhere. (I don't know if they still fit.)

I don't know how or why I'm still able to post.


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Being TERF is a fetish. How else one can explain that toilet obsession? There is literally no other consistent theory explaining their behavior. Every other attempt on explaining why they are so fixated on sex and genitals of trans people does not produce consistent explanation.
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>explaining why they are so fixated on sex and genitals
They are British, that's what I expect from the neurotic weirdo country. TERF biopolitics ideology was probably invented alongside eugenics in the Victorian era when they modernized treating humans like cattle

>>3970
How is fantasying about trans people masturbating in a toilet cabin near the one you are taking a dump in nationalistic in any way?

All you see from terfs is:
- rape in toilet fantasy posting
- trans jerking off in cabins by theirs fantasies
- unhinged posts about genitals
- /pol/ grade cartoons about having facial hair and all three above

>>3983
Sexuality isn’t about pleasure. Its about power. What seems like a weird fetish is in fact a form of mocking and demeaning others and establishing your own moral superiority. This is as true for queers as it is for TERFs. In the TERF case, it’s away of emphasizing they are ‘real’ women and more desirable (I have the correct genitals, I am so attractive unlike an mtf that men want to dress as women to rape me) and also performative victimhood (I am a target of male oppression and sexual violence). According to this logic, trans women are both inferior and feeble but also existentially threatening. How should this threat be warded off? By enacting laws that punish trans women, ejecting them from women’s spaces, subjecting them to surveillance. So what looks like a stupid fetish is a bunch of anxieties and fears. These narratives allow TERFs to paint themselves as morally virtuous agents resisting vicious practices (rape, and they see transgenderism as simply an extension of the male desire to violate women’s bodies). Within their own group, this type of posting is like a moral parable, they serve to teach others to respond to a new moral regime of right and wrong.

>Sexuality isn’t about pleasure
virgin detected

>>3985
>>3975
>>3970
This

I think it's actually more so a general lack of empathy and education in general, albeit especially regarding trans people.
Most of the evidence suggests that the modern rightoid population is so, and will breed like rabbits anyway. I will expand more on this later.

As it pertains to Trans people specifically:
10.3390/ijerph19073849
https://yougov.co.uk/politics/articles/51545-where-does-the-british-public-stand-on-transgender-rights-in-202425

Interestingly, TERFs are much more likely to enable rape via fundamentalism and Rape Myth Acceptance, which is beautiful ironic that they then blame us for it (Keep in mind that this was in 2008, before the turning point)

10.1007/s11199-008-9458-7
Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


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what is with the endless "LGBT are the base of fascism" hate/bait threads? Do they actually believe their own shit? Does it matter?

it's always sneaky snarky bullshit like "gorkyposting" and hazcel schizophrenia, or finding random examples of crossdressing nazis or spamming pictures of ernst rohm.
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>>4437
Its not really that theres a gay undercurrent to it. Its just that many gay men are attracted to hyper-masculinity and fascism just happens to have that trait. Many women are attracted to that trait too, hence all the wannabe tradwives in fascist spaces.

Anyways, I dont really think that fascism's hypermasculine aesthetics is even the main reason why members of oppressed groups like women and gay men sometimes support it. Id day its more-so a result of self hatred of their identity, so they became fascists to try and seperate themselves from that identity in hopes that theyll be seen as "one of the good ones"

>>2353
LGBT are fascist in the same way poor white rust-belt areas are fascist, they're not. It's just falling for obvious tokens, bait and larp. It's like thinking that Obama is reflective of Black American sentiment towards the Middle-East.

ernst röhm is simply funny

>>2353
Because leftoids in the 30s used the Rohm scandal to discredit the Nazi Party. Including blaming homosexual nazis for the Reichstag fire in a book which was disseminated widely throughout the west and was otherwise generally factual. German leftists had been moralizing anyone who disagreed with them at any given moment as degenerate homosexuals for decades by that point. Throw in 70 years of films expanding on the idea + the American right co-opting it to try and demonize gays and you get shit like this.

>>4424
>fake Erik Houdini, he doesn't write that way
it's the same tripcode and he admitted it and backed off the next day


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help me out here /lgbt/. I was hanging out at the local anarchist book club the other day and, because it has a high concentration of trans people, there was a discussion about trans issues. since I don't really care I was just listening
one of the people there, who is a trans man, was talking about how they're a lesbian. it's at this point that I feel like an immense boomer, because in my head lesbian = women fucking women. can someone please enlighten me how this is supposed to work? does gender stop existing when SEX is involved? or is it just calling a spade a spade?
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>>3944
They are men who made their identity of being a lesbian when they were pre-transition such a big part of themselves that they cant bring themselves to abandon the label and admit that they are just straight white men now, so they cling to the label. This pobably wouldn't even be a thing if it wasn't for the fact that we attach such massive importance to labels. So yeah, labels in general are dumb.
>>3951
While moral apathy is bad, there is literally nothing wrong with nihilism lol

The "FTM lesbian" meme is the best way to get a cute gf as a straight trans man. Hate the game, not the players.

>>3944
TL;DR they do it because they fear getting demonized as men

Kweer spaces push a lot of anti-man rhetoric, notice how gay men pretty much got exiled from the community. The same thing happens to trans men, they have to either accept that they're getting exiled from kweerness or they can cope and pretend to be lesbians. Additionally, there's also a lot of general woke lib demonization of men especially in "women and theys" groups that trans men are likely to inhabit pre/early transition.
I don't mention straight men specifically here because a lot of FTM "lesbians" are actually bisexual or sometimes even gay.

>>3944
theyre men who after transitioning dont want to navigate dating spaces as a straight male (Or) men who want easy lesbian pussy by saying theyre a he/him lesbian

>>3944
because gender ideology as a whole is retarded and restrictive


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There’s so many things that seemingly make it impossible for me to start hrt.

I have an extreme phobia of needles. It’s genuinely ruining my life. I know that there’s other forms of hrt that aren’t injections, but either way I would still need to use a needle on myself to do blood tests.

And then there’s the effects hrt has on the genitals. I would love every effect of hrt if it wasn’t for the effects it has on genitalia. I know using it will prevent atrophy, but it still won’t prevent my balls from shriveling up and the dck from shrinking. I don’t have bottom dysphoria and my genitals are one of the few parts of my body that I don’t actively hate.

And lastly, I’m afraid I’ll miss out on the experiwnce of being a gay guy. I’ve never been in a relationship as a man, but mlm relationships seem to be much more loving and deeper than straight relationships are. I’m scared I’ll never experience true love with a straight man if I transitioned to being a woman. (Especially since many men who want to date trans women are just chasers)

All of this shit just piles up to make me feel too much fear and anxiety to start hrt. I don’t know what to do
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>>4149
when I was 18 I was also like you anon, I had spent a good 4 years slowly accepting it while also taking less and less care of myself as I grew older. at some point, partially due to someone around me starting, partially because I wanted to die so bad I got it to a fuck it stage.
one day I ordered E gel from a DIY seller since then I started face laser, I got more into my local trans community, I found better hrt gel sources within my country, started having a social life with those people and eventually switched to injections. since then I've moved away from that hellish place, I got a job, started a new social life as a woman, changed my documents, bought a house and things are by no means perfect but I am much happier than I was when I was drinking my guts away because I hated my life so much. doing it, even if out of spite was the right choice, even if I made mistakes alone the way, even if I started uncovering other problems that needed addressing, even if some experiences still hurt.
if you can't do it out of fear, do it out of spite.

>>4394
Thank you, but tbh I’m not even sure I’ve even fully come to a realization since I frequently second guess my trans ness and sometimes just wish to be a femboy.

I have acrually ordered hrt recently sometime after I made this thread. But I feel like I’m probably gonna pussy out when it actually arrives. Even when it arrives and if do go through with it, then it’s only a matter of time before I need to get blood tests or injections and I’ll never be able to do those. I can’t just spite my way through a needle

Without blood tests and without being able to eventually switch to injections, I’m probably gonna end up a conetitted hon with blood clots. It’s over for me

>>4284
I've been DIY for 5 years without a single blood test, heard a litany of things from various people about how that's bad or whatever but I've not had any problems and I'm very happy with my transition. I've definitely never heard of any DIYer doing their own blood test. Depending on your location you can likely get blood tests done at an actual clinic for a fee, though that doesn't get rid of your fear of needles. Personally I'd recommend you just stop being a pussy over some thin strips of metal because you're really hamstringing yourself by avoiding it completely. If you inject properly and actually clean the injection site and use proper dosages you aren't going to turn out a "hon", and quite frankly even if you do pussy out and wind up going the route of pills you'll be just fine. The only reason I do injections is because pills are far, far, far more expensive to do and maintain correct doses (actually, I believe it's practically impossible to maintain in the same way injections work, but I haven't seen anything in the literature indicating that this has a serious effect, otherwise we wouldn't be literally prescribing shitty little 2mg estrofem pills to women going through menopause.)

Anyways, quit being a pussy.

>>4455
Why are you such a dick? I don’t just have a fear of needles, it’s a full blown phobia that I cannot control. I can’t just fucking get over it. I’ve tried everything my therapist told me to try to get over it and nothing worked.

Of course you had no problems with your transition because you did injections, which are more precise than pills. I can’t do that so I’m fucked. It was stupid of me to ever think I could have been a woman in the first place and I plan to throw out my hrt when it arrives and then end my life once I move out of my parents house

>>4461
Like I already said pills are just fine. YMMV but if you're sitting here spiraling like shit already hit the fan over a leftypol post then yeah, you're going absolutely nowhere. I'm a dick because you need to gyst instead of sitting on leftypol bedrotting and bemoaning your situation on your iPhone. If you wanted a hugbox with a bunch of people saying "noooo oomfie its gonna be okay" then maybe you should join a Discord server and not make a post here expecting everyone to be all goodie little two-shoes nice to you. You not taking or taking your estrogen is a decision, and it's entirely up to you. Just take pills if you're that damn scared of needles, like I already said, it's not that big of a deal and levels when taking pills properly aren't that far off from injections. I know plenty of trans girls that've taken pills for years and they turned out absolutely fine. Taking estrogen at all is better than no estrogen and probably better than killing yourself too.


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Does anybody else not understand why they find guys attractive? I recently came across a video that said "straight men just dont understand what women and gay men find attractive in males" and it made me realize that I couldnt even identify what it is about men that im even attracted too.

I definitley know when i find another guy attractive, but I usually couldnt explain why. My tastes in men arent even very coherent, I like feminine men, but I also like buff hairy dudes, and I also like incels. My attraction to men makes no logical sense
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>and I also like incels
well hello papacito

London?

>>4341
You just have varied tastes. Thatis not incoherent, you're trying to find coherence where there's nothing to cohere to begin with. You can like sweets and fish, so you can like femboys and baras.

>>4342
>there are, of course, hegemonic standards
"Peter Davidson is sexy" - people who live under a dictatorship of sickly neoliberal tech fascists

>>4341
>I recently came across a video that said
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