/dead/ - Post-Left

carbon monoxide really is your best bet. and its completly painless.
just link the exhaustion of your car into it, start the the engine and lean back.
if you dont have a car, buy one of those instant-bbq grills and put it on your home after closing all your windows and doors.
i would never use a gun btw. too many ppl get shaky hands, dont hit their barin right and end up retarded instead of dying.
have fun op

>>3110
Pls don't kill your self, but if you must at least take out a porkchop while you're at it. You know if capitalists create an environment that drives people to suicide, they should suffer the consequences.

Don't kill yourself moron
Here read this
https://www.marxists.org/reference/archive/stalin/works/1938/09.htm
Always helps me when I feel I can't keep going

>>3111
Sounds great, I'll probably end up doing this if I don't pussy out this time.
>>3112
Taking out a porky sounds fun too

>>3112
>>3113
how about you let ppl make decisions about their own life even if you might not like them
fucking cult of the living

>>3115
I feel like it's a bit extreme to say that they're trying to stop me from making decisions about my own life. I think it's more like giving an opinion on a certain subject. I understand wanting to have 100% bodily autonomy but I really don't think telling someone to not kill themself is against that.

Why would you kill yourself? That's fucking stupid. Life is currently terrible by design but people are pretty robust and if you can just hit your brain's rewards receptors the right way then bam you have a positive outlook. Should it be necessary in the first place? No. But there's no point ruminating on how shit everything is or avoiding hacking your situation to feel better just because you shouldn't have to.

>>3235
Yeah, just do drugs.

>>3236
Yeah. Use drugs (responsibly) for fun anyways but use small doses of ketamine every 3 days and occasional psychelic trips and you will really get a leg up on beating depression and high neuroticism. Also have more energy to sort your shit life out

>>3235
no

>>3240
ok. kys and gibe me all your money so I can do a praxis then

>>3236
I dabble in it every once in a while
I just feel like shit afterwards though

>>3250
well the problem is obviously that you dont get high all the time to avoid the downs

How can you be sure that death is painless? You don't know what death is. You didn't experience it. And once you do there is no turning back. There is no "trial version" of death with money-back guarantee. When you die, it's game over. Even if death is painless and you disappear into nothingness, it is still incredibly pointless. I see no point in death unless there's no other choice. Not to mention that while life makes you suffer it can always be worse.

But if you don't care then kill yourself, whatever.

>>3241
I demand a 50% share. Or else.

>>3357
>How can you be sure that death is painless? Not who you're replying to. But there's a method in the book "Five Last Acts" by Chris Docker it's pretty certain is painless. It's a method of self-strangulation, constricting the carotid arteries in the neck. The same thing as a judo choke, which judokas often describe as pleasant. Or fetishists do this for pleasure, they occasionally get it wrong and off themselves by accident.
I'm not going to say exactly what the method is, like how to do it. For anyone interested please get hold of the book and give it a proper read. If you fuck up suicide and survive you may end up worse than before, i.e. end up a vegetable . The book has some things on how to avoid this, and a lot of general good advice. One thing it says is having a method planned often gives you the strength to go on. I've found this to be true. I've thought I have nothing to loose, I might as well make a plan to get myself out of the shit I'm in and give it a shot because if doesnt work out I can always kill myself anyway.
>You don't know what death is. You didn't experience it. And once you do there is no turning back. There is no "trial version" of death with money-back guarantee. When you die, it's game over. Even if death is painless and you disappear into nothingness, it is still incredibly pointless. I see no point in death unless there's no other choice.
Ultimately, there's no choice. You're going to die anyway at some point, we all are. It's a matter of being able to choose when. People are able to tolerate different things.For me being homeless, begging, sleeping out in the cold, maybe dying of hypothermia , I couldn't cope with any of that.it's a slow death. And It's all been a possibility lately. I'd rather look back at some things I have wanted to do in life and managed to do, write some letters to my friends to thank them for doing the things they did for me, and exit under conditions of my own choosing. That said, my plan seems to be working. Better than I could of hoped in my fog of depression. So I'm not going to kill myself. Not yet, anyway. Its strange, though, I put up with worse when I was younger, and I would never have thought of killing myself. I think a lot of it is, like I said, a lot of the things I wanted to do I have done. Still more to do though, which I think about now, as things look like they might turn out better.
>>3110

Please OP don't do anything rash. If you fuck up suicide you may end up crippled or vegetableised. Then if you're a vegetable you're not going to have any option about death then. You'll be under a care regime. At least get the book mentioned, and give yourself another couple of months as a cooling off period. Things may improve. If you're like me, what you see as a possibility is coloured by your mood. Things may look brighter.
<Death inescapable hangs over all alike, dealing impartially with good and bad.
-Simonides of Keos, 7Century B. C. E.

Get in the pod.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarco_pod

>>3115
not anon but
>how about you kill yourself and remove your ability to express your opinion?
fuckin cult of the undead
I don't care as much about OPs personal (and very real) pain, as much as I do the system that is causing it for them and many more people
Cope and seethe if you want but moralizing like this does not produce the opportunity to actualize it's own values
Why would your pain matter anyways if nothing matters? What is the point in killing yourself if you have not yet first tried everything to remedy the pain/lacl of fulfillment/reason for wanting to kill yourself?
When I talk to suicidal people here in this very political context now, well I don't think suicide is rational now either, but my interest is rather in this larger political objective at the centre of my values and ego attachments that propel my actions. You can choose to be sad and experience your very genuine and sorrowful and deserving of sympathy sadness. You can choose to be above it all politically, as "post left" types tend to do. I don't care. Your internal life is not my concern. However where possible I will reason with you or recruit you or even influence your behaviour in the interests of my political objectives. You think you are a detached individual but you are not. We are all ripples forming on the surface of a pond, and when our waves collide with one another a new movement us formed, eventually it is impossible to seperate these vibrations into singular sources.
I notice a lot with these individualistic nihilist sort of moralizers around these parts and elsewhere that you hedge your whole personality about being against "irrational optimism of goodness of life" or whatever but you fail to see you are moralizers yourselves, of the "nihilist" variety. I notice that you lose your shit completely the second someone is willing to use underhanded tactics to meet "good"/prosocial/altruistic ends. As a bit of a tangent, this is not an original idea, and it is in my understanding encouraged by the ruling class, bourgeoisie, but previously feudal elements as well, hope for the future is closed off, innate sense of justice is mocked, atrocities and stress is bellowed from every newsprint and talking head. In order to encourage defeatism and humility among the lesser classes. But I digress. I do not confuse moralism for political praxis. I am ruthless but flexible and will use any strategy to meet political goals. That includes this little sperg rant or whatever, but a little self deprecation, reasoning with people along shared understanding and interests, "puppy training back into sanity" direct resource or social incentives etc. Don't care, it'll be done. What does it cost me? Nothing. I used to be a whiney nihilistic pro-suicide little bitch like you but then two things happened
1.my life got actually less' unbearably fucked up, due to me improving my life before I could kill myself or get arrested, and I used many different tactics to boost my dopamine and seretonin, lower cortisol, improve cognitive and general health, change life habits for the better, avoid unhealthy relationships and behaviours, develop strategies to meet basic needs and increase wealth, develop greater meta/executive functions and learn self auditing/mindfulness and cbt/dbt type shit
2.I realized that me wanting to kill myself was a cope. We are ejected hurtling and screaming into this world without any explanation given or guide or guarantees, we have a limited understanding of the world, and we have very limited time. Then we die. And then presumably that's it, nothing.
So may as well make the most of life while it's around, and not waste any time ruminating or gloating about shit being pointless when it just saps us of energy and enjoyment and possibility and agency of our own lives. None of it matters so why worry about it at all?
>bbhut I don't care about any of that stuff or revolution or any other people
Ok. I don't care. Not gonna stop me from manipulating and using you to reach prosocial ends.

I would distill hydrogen cyanide from apricots. Here is a table with the concentrations in common fruit:

#                                       Average
#Species                Common Name     Hydrogen Cyanide
#                                       Concentrations
#~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#Prunus Serotina Ehrh.  Black Cherry    212 mg HCN per 100g leaves
[...]
#
#Prunus Persica Batsch. Peach           66 mg HCN per 100g leaves
#                                       164 mg HCN per 100g peach pit
#
#Prunus Armeniaca L.    Apricot         275 mg HCN per 100g apricot kernals

>>3904
so you're a functioning cog, cool

thank you for the people who are giving the ways to suicide been looking for these everywhere.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
https://web.archive.org/web/20211124041357/https://suicide.wiki/w/Sodium_Nitrite

Sodium Nitrate. This is the most easiest, most painless, most readily available method. Don't do any other painful methods and fuck up. If you are at all planning to kys, use this method.

Please don't
We need every man and woman we can get on board at the moment

>>4055
Dude most of leftist educational videos are easily available on YouTube nowadays. If he wants to go, let him go in peace.

>>4054
*Sodium Nitrite sorry

Don't you fucking dare you absolute legend.

>>3110
You're looking at this with nostalgia glasses

We're in a golden age that surpasses that of 上公HOOCHIEMINH

>>4059
Sorry Jason that was meant for >>>/leftypol/1508931
Please Roo do some hardcore geo-political analysis again
Like you used to do on PressTV

We really do need you on board right now