>I genuinely have a deep desire to be hurt and controlled, and to hurt and control others
What do you think fascects are for?
/siberia/ is next door.
>>5184I can't bullshit myself to believe in the white race, and all that bullcrap. I'm pretty classist, so I dislike fascists for being poor and fat. I'd be a conservative, but conservatives have the worst comedy of all options.
>>5187Well you can control people through charisma and expertise but not coercively
lol
>>5191This. We must return to baby mushing trees.
>i want to be oppressed and oppress others
>>5194I mean I mentioned kink, but it's more that I am deeply distrustful of people who are kind to me, probably because of experiences of abuse. So I just really feel scared hanging around spaces that are too nice. It feels gross and manipulative.
>>5195Don't see why we should care.
This is not your blog.
/siberia/
>>5194Have you tried being normal and not abusing your own body for temporary hedonistic release?
>>5194hot
>>5183I'd let you hurt me some.
>>5193Violence != Oppression
Violence is an inherent fact of life. The structure of intertextuality in communication and the discursive-self is itself a kind of bondage. Basically, I'm an everything is rape feminist, but I think a little violence is okay as a treat.
>>5197life itself is temporary hedonistic release from the permanence of death anon.
>>5189I'm kind of a sperg.
>>5200>anti-socialI don't think NEETs are illegalists, anon. Those guys actually go outside.
>>5183Why don't you just go around starting fights with random chinlets? Move to a red state and start evilmaxxing
>>5183The left is "too nice" because their morality forces them to be nice. But sadism is a spook, there is no reason for a person to be a sadist if they don't wanna.
>>5205I'm kind of a coward. Also, I am more of a masochist than a sadist.
>>5206The desire that desires its own repression is very curious isn't it?
I guess I want others to degrade me because it's the only form of attention I can trust. The left being nice feels gross and manipulative to me.
>>5210Thank you, I needed the pick me up.
>>5207>The desire that desires its own repression is very curious isn't it?Well, sure, but it's up to the individual. Social Darwinists are somewhat based except for their fetishization of Nature (something primitivists also do) and, just as with sadists, their fetishization of bringing suffering to others. I don't think it is the individuals' duty to inflict harm, they are free to decide for themselves what ways of living are best for them, everything else is just an anti-morality. I want to be consistent in my moral nihilism so forcing sadism on myself or others is not something I want to do.
But do what you wilt, I don't care.
>>5212It's not really about ideology, it's about the irrational drive to suffer.
>>5213>It's not really about ideology, it's about the irrational drive to suffer.Well, I technically have nothing against it, but as Stirner said, by embracing one drive you repress many others. Embracing suffering isn't embracing the totality of life.
holy fuck put /dead/ back in the crypt agin and get it off the overboard. fucking hell.
>>5430This thread was moved here from /leftypol/. It's an attempt by the mods to destroy /dead/.
>>5432What is /dead/ may never die
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