>>2344859I'm pretty sure one must struggle regardless. I mean Albert Camus leaned syndicalist IIRC but I don't think absurdism really contradicts communism. Same thing with existentialism and nihilism. Personally, I think of myself as an active nihilist. For me, it is not enough that the world is meaningless but that I must actively participate in the unmaking of the world. I think that the only way to abolish myself is to abolish the material conditions which gave rise to me. For that reason, I reject suicide because I do not think suicide is an active enough form of self-annihilation.
I need to read Huey Newton. He has some ideas on revolutionary suicide IIRC which sounded interesting to me.