I'm from Poland. I noticed how much I want to make money from music and from jobs I make. But I'm also starting to notice how money breaks famillies down. I noticed how I'm becoming unhappy with being groomed to only pursue money, if no then they call me a "dirty commie".
Honestly why do I feel unhappy in the Capitalist system, but yet rivarly, money-making for the sake of making money, dog-eat-dog situation were so normalized to me. ANd I'm arguing against my mother and at times my father over the fact "I'm not able to make money".
If I'm not able to make money, I'm called "the welfare queen" and such, at least here in Poland and called someone akin to a s*bhuman.
Talk me out of it, I feel terrible, my mental health took a toll, finally.
I get bullied about this very fact.
>>2379554
>private property is obsolete shit that stem from peasantry. Like when you have your small land you process, your shitty family, and everything else outside of it is irrelevant to you
There's a point Marx makes in the Paris Manuscripts that goes something like this. Let me quote some relevant passages and then I'll form a post
>In the same way, feudal landed property gives its name to its lord, as does a kingdom to its king. His family history, the history of his house, etc. — all this individualizes the estate for him and makes it literally his house, personifies it.
>Customs, character, etc., vary from one estate to another and seem to be one with the land to which they belong; whereas later, it is only his purse and not his character, his individuals, which connects a man with an estate. Finally, the feudal lord does not try to extract the utmost advantage from his land. Rather, he consumes what is there and calmly leaves the worry of producing to the serfs and the tenants. Such is nobility’s relationship to landed property, which casts a romantic glory on its lords.
The small proprietor patriarch and his little family with his small little traditions and his little dog today, in Eastern Europe, after socialist revolution and land redistribution, is literally a wage-worker larping a small aristocrat and muddying his mind, literally getting engulfed by ideology of the idylic peasant life and shit. It's no wonder that most proletarians coming from rural areas in Eastern Europe are rightwing. Their material conditions literally enforce aristocratic thinking. And you can see it also in the incessant accumulation of wealth, the continous expansion of buildings on their property, the tendency to 'suburbanize'. Observe also the export of the American car fetish to Eastern Europe. Before privatization, I remember as a child, most of the fields were not fenced off. You could roam freely. But then everyone wanted 'his' and it came to the point small, shitty unnecessary 'fencing off' and separation became the norm. Complete social alienation and distrust is then a clear consequence of such living.
Stalin forgive me for saying this, but Trotsky should've tamboved every single peasant cuck.
>>2379548its about the
proletariat acting in self-interest, not about "the masses"