>>3097Have you considered examining your mode of attraction instead? Patriarchy dictates to women to find their sexual worth in being desireable to men and at the same time yielding to male desire exclusively. I would consider the immediate consequences of this social context, especially seeing women as inferior and inherently sexual, more important than wherever ones attraction is directed to. This also means AGP, as well as being ashamed of it, are both socially induced conditions and you can do something about them (slowly).
Learn more about women and their *real* bodies in order to demistify them, look for ways to get off that are more sensual than conceptual, stop gooning and most importantly think, but don't blame yourself. Coming to know yourself is half the battle and it shows you can correct whatever you believe is wrong with you.
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