/siberia/ - Off-topic

let me go back in time to when i started college Jesus but get rid of the low self esteem and paranoia i had so i actually interact with my classmates and professors and actually land a job after graduating please i learned my lesson i won't be disinterested in what i was learning until the final year please Jesus ive seen enough spreadsheets while in an office for a lifetime just one chance to make it all God i won't think 'i'll worry about that bridge when it's time' again Jesus i try to teach myself after work but im learning at a snail's pace and the field's evolving too fast