I think I'm so fucking clever.
That having a degree, a masters and a PhD in computer science makes me so fucking smart.
GOD DAMN LOOK I CAN MAKE BESPOKE UNREAL APPLICATIONS AND DO DISCRETE MATHS
IM SO FUCKING SMART.
I'm an actual idiot, I can't make social connections, and my BPD and Trauma tears me apart.
I'm not smart, I'm not clever. I know nothing of use and if it were not for my fiance I'd have shot myself in isolation. I'm a fucking idiot, who can't tell their head from their ass and in being such an idiot. I've lost many good people who could have been my friend, who *tried* to be my friend.
I don't need my education or supposed intelect. I need other people to love and cherish and to love and cherish me.
>>668549Quit being a STEMlord
Read classical literature
>>668712People need to stop this lie
No, intellect doesn't make sad cynical people.
No, retards aren't happy all the time.