>30 year old mega loser
>Terrified of everything from driving (and riding as passenger) to boarding a plane
>Have had multiple jobs but can't hold one down
>Family knows I'm a loser and probably feel disgusted deep down
>Currently been looking for work for months with no success and the family member I'm living with (temporary between college semesters) needs help with rent
>No savings because I'm stupid
I'm a complete waste of a human, only reason I haven't roped is because I am a massive pussy so death scares the shit out of me
>>669658I don't know if I'm eligible
Funny enough, when I turned 18/19 my dad kept insisting on me getting it but I refused because i wanted to prove i was capable of doing something
Of course, I failed. I feel like a burden to my family and I wish my parents put me to sleep when I was younger
>>669658Fuck that. That's not a solution. OP needs to face his fears. There's no logical reason to be terrified of riding in a vehicle.
He needs to stay in school and grow a pair of balls. Disability will just enable him to be an isolated loser forever. I know misery loves company but that's not a good life. I hope they're really strict about making sure actual *disabled* people get it and not just socially stunted, shy, lazy cunts.
>>669662I still don't want to go on disability. In my eyes, that's just giving up completely
As for university, I fucking hate it
Not the classes but the on campus living
Though, I don't think there's any way to live off campus in my situation, so my next best move is to transfer to my hometown college where I can at least navigate the public transit a lot better
>>669662>if he is the way he isThat's NOT a fucking disability though. He's typing words here and enrolled in school. This isn't some crippling thing that prevents him from achieving. Your entire mindset is wrong. He doesn't even want that kind of life. Is that something you're doing or aspire to? I hope you have something physically wrong with you to warrant it. This notion that you can't participate in society because you get nervous around people and lived a coddled and sheltered life is bullshit.
I'm a lefty and I don't like how pathetic the fringe is becoming about stuff like this. It's just bad for the soul. It's giving up and accepting a life where you can get barely enough to live on and can't supplement your income legally with anything else because, duh, you're "unable to" because of your bullshit timidity.
We all need to go out and get knocked down and learn to pick ourselves up and keep going. That's how it's done in nature. I'm not advocating we just eat the runts, but also shouldn't make them a super soft nest and chew their food for them forever. You dig?
>>669669I have no reason to set the bar low for myself, meanwhile everything OP says seems to be indicative of a greater problem that may justify adjusting his expectations.
That he‘s saying he‘s better than that is irrelevant, he may simply be in denial. Saying it twice isn‘t evidence to the contrary.
He said himself he was thinking about killing himself and it‘s tied to him thinking „he‘s a waste of a human being“ and „a loser“, in his own words. In that case it would be more helpful to realize he probably suffers from a greater issue that makes him unable to do things that are basic to others. That seems more realistic of an explanation to me than him being an ordinary person who still can‘t drive merely because he didn‘t try hard enough.
>>669670>He calls himself a loser first.That doesn‘t mean you should re-enforce his labelling by calling him a loser also.
Also, you do realize he can get disability and still work on himself, right? The point is he can get disability in the meantime to sustain himself rather than going on without a job or being able to keep one, because otherwise he will probably turn homeless eventually. You idiots here keep acting as if he takes disability that he then turns into a vegetable who can only sit around all day. He can get disability and still go to school.
in the same boat, OP :C
instead of the fear thing (good luck with that, man), i've got crippling autism
>>669659if your dad was insisting that you get it then it seems like you're eligible
>>669651OP I was in your position a year ago and I joined the military.
Don't do that, by the way.
>>669704People have suggested the reserves or the air force but i don't know
I feel I'd fuck it up
>>669858My pilot was really poorly animated, I don't blame any algorithm. In comparison to the quality, my view count was pretty good (about 5k views)
It'd be nice if I could afford a big crew, otherwise I have to animate everything myself
>>669894It was 16 mins
Huge fucking mistake on my part
I plan to give it a try again but aiming for 1-4 mins an episode
I've made a bunch of parody shorts prior to the pilot to gain an audience, some worked. Although I have deleted most of them out of shame
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hbDsSdrUSbQ Unique IPs: 23