Keep having this nightmare repeately occuring at random nights each month. of old college friends and students entering in this giant bathhouse, with blue bathroom marble flooring and statues, steam everywhere dim lights and water dripping on the floor around the giant steamy public onsen, where they were all half naked sitting by the pool, girls and guys looking extremely happy, some girls even were barechested, having fun, as some kind of orgy was about to take place but for some reason a guy standing at the door of the place is always forcing you out, you're not invited because "you're you", and it made me angry trying to sneak in through the ventilations or underneath the water pipes, inside the clothes cart. under the bathouse, and how everytime i heard women moaning from sex or was this close to getting closer a girl, that guard footsteps as if he's looking for you gets closer and i need to hide again while the girl just smiles at you, fully naked and laughs, a girl that resembled somone you might have seen at old college.