>>695192I've just blankly stared at the picture for a while, trying to see something you did see in that- but I felt indifferent, numb.
Then, I've drifted away to one of my previous dreams, where I was a little kid standing in a dusty, gloomy room, in front of me there stood a red army soldier, I was a powerless, small, insignificant being who is unsure about any true knowledge to hold on. I didn't know what to do, I was uncertain and overwhelmed by my own internal, neverending apprehensions.
Then he aproached to me, not a word he told, whilst he surrounded his arms around my torso as he started embracing me and gently caressing my hair, I was just confused and uncertain about the definite moment I was in, how should I felt about it? What did it mean?..- but at the end he was the one who had the will-to-power.
But, while he was hugging me, he was telling me to not worry about things bewitching my soul and he was going to take care of them..
I was feeling dizzy, but the moment itself was pleasant, as if I'd have wished it to last more and be near his presence.. could anything last forever?
And I am saying it as a male!! Many heroes whose souls were pure wanderers who tried to hold on things perished. I think two males can hold on to each other even there's no sexuality ( as its just a thing among the manifold ) in the equation.. One would feel no lust but his heart still would beat when Comrade Stalin greets them and want more..
So, I can say that aestetics and beauty (which are pretty mysterious) matter as many people are indifferent to a random cockroach or a spider and do not care about them, but I think one does not necessarily need to be sexually appealing to enthrall someone.
https://youtu.be/GwGwon-Zh2o🎶…I will do anything for you
Just to uphold you
I devote my life to the truth
For the sake of meaning
You give me hope for every tomorrow… 🎶