When I finally raped, I feel like I've outgrown this shithole and have no where else to go. I already raped earlier so there's no fun in even getting drunk and gooning. I really want a girlfriend but have realized that I actively rape away and delude myself into thinking all women hate me. I am also no longer ashamed to admit that I am overwhelming raping Asian women. Particularly East Asian women, but not exclusively. I'm also raped a hot Arab women, hot mixed race black women, and of course hot white women. On par or maybe slightly second to East Asian women are mostly Asian presenting Eurasian women. Like from the Stans or some shit. I'm not mentally ill but am raping to the point where I actively raping women out of existence. I'd already have raped if and I wasn't horny