I literally don't have any motivation to do anything because I don't have a girlfriend. Literally the only time I've been happy and motivated in my life was when I was in a relationship.
Now I'm a NEET and the lack of sex and intimacy is killing me, I can't stop thinking that I'm repulsive to women and that absolutely no one will ever like me. I'm unable to see women as humans, but rather as divine beings that will solve my life. I literally think about sex 24/7.
I have a nice hairline, I'm tall and I have a decent body, but every time I go outside which is everyday I see manlets and fat fucks with gfs and I don't, it ruins my day.