/siberia/ - Off-topic

>>671167
She sounds really annoying but so do most people in my opinion. I think personally male attractiveness isn't promoted as much as female attractiveness and if males do put more effort they're considered gay unless they just muscle up and then they still might be considered gay. If you don't hit on ladies you'll also be considered gay and women probably won't date you anyways since you're not approaching. Women are also put on pedestals so they're generally seen as more as attractive and men easily become simps thinking that's the way to a woman's heart. Ultimately this is just rage bait and if you take it too seriously you'll just be told to go out and touch grass. I guess I should go touch grass but I won't

>>671191
>Ultimately this is just rage bait
Why does it make you feel anger?

>>671192
It shouldn't I don't date anyways and am not on any apps. Seeing this clip is further reason not to as I'm pretty sure one of the many unattractive guys she's talking about. I should just stop watching this stuff but whatever

Following from >>670420
So basically:
>I see her again that night soon after the post and we start talking about everything for hours again (psychology, how therapists need to go the therapist, birth control pills and IUDs, abortion, Trump, K-holes, …)
>At some point I ask her about traveling with her and admit I went back to the hostel just to see her again
>"I was afraid of that *laughs*… Sorry I want to travel alone because my ex-bf used to plan everything for me, and I want to feel in charge of my life for once […]"
>I respect her decision but still ask her to reconsider till the next morning, even if it's just for a few days
>Only have a hug because I was too much of a beta pussy to try anything more, and we go to sleep

Then that Castlevania II textbox appeared
>Can barely get any sleep because I keep having nightmares and waking up every couple of hours full of sweat due to that goddamn blanket
>But in between these nightmares, I come to the conclusion I should also go travel by myself alone, and stop being somewhat clingy
>In the morning, she is tired, we talk to different people, then start talking again for a couple of hours about dreams, etc., and I tell her that "I can see you don't want to travel with me, but I came to the conclusion I also need to go my own way" and she smiles
>We even play a bit of music together before packing our bags
>We go to the bus station together because the city's public transport system is confusing as fuck
>In front of her bus, we hug shortly, I say "I will miss you", she says "I understand, but I need to go my own way for some weeks, but you always have my contact" and she does caress my arm a tiny bit this time
>I overpay for a bag of chips and a couple of beer cans to drown my sorrow
Goddamn hippie girls.

I wasn't feeling very well since then, had a ball in my stomach, until today when I did what a man in this situation have to do: go hike up a mountain where there was absolutely no one. I still cried a bit on the way but it was absolutely liberating and I felt proud of myself. As a bonus, I now have a ton of pictures and a place to recommend to her for her trip.

Also, this old /trv/ thread from 2014 healed my soul because every situation in it is so understandable, and people were much kinder and way less bitter on imageboards back then: https://archive.4plebs.org/trv/thread/843527/

>>670432
It's more the realization that I'm not such a fucked-up person as I thought as I was that makes me feel better, that some people can still desire someone like me even though I have a load of unresolved problems to deal with.
The little sex we had just made me yearn for some more, and now I regret not annoying the whole hostel to put my dick inside her, but it was only a fleeting moment and now it's gone, and even if it had happen, that moment would be gone too.
Most women in my city who may desire me either already have a nice stable bf, or they quickly freak out when they start to understand how fucked up and cynical I can be.
With this hippie girl, even if I enjoyed making her pants wet with my fingers one night, the more important part for me was bonding with her during a few days and how she was more understanding than most psychopathic humans out there.

>>670433
You were absolutely right anon, dubs speak the truth.

>>670776
That's kinda fucked up. I think your dad wanted to get you out of there in the world and get a kiss to "become a man", but by being so brash, he fucked you up.
Some experience not unlike that when I was a kid fucked up my ability to become more than a friend with women, I somewhat got over it but not completely. I lost so many opportunities due to this it's not even funny.
I just hope you will continue the process of slowly getting over it too, anon, but I warn you: I will take a while, and you will have to take risks at some point if you truly want something.

>>670856
I honestly think you are right, she wanted the D, I gave her something but not the whole lot of it because I was afraid of waking up the whole hostel — really I'm sure she is the loud kind of woman, which is fine in your own home, but… — and now all I can get is her friendship, and maybe a tiny bit of romance way later on if we message enough and see each other during another trip, which probably won't happen because these things are ephemeral, but in the meantime, she describes herself as "pansexual", brings condoms with her, she is very sociable and talk with others pretty easily, I mean, the conclusion is pretty clear: someone is going to give her the D and it won't be me.
It's kinda painful to think about it, and I'm trying to slowly getting over it, but I think the logical conclusion is to think more like a hippie like her: who knows what might happen? The future is always full of surprises, which might involve her or not.
That said, there are a few hints here and there that she likes me at least as a person, and I want to travel more and visit Central Europe again, so, maybe I will meet her again one day…

>>670653
Are you Newgene?
Pet Sounds is a rather melancholic album, maybe Caroline No was more appropriate, but I don't see the problem, when my travels go to shit I listen to Sloop John B for the "I wanna go home" line.
My favorite tunes today were Chopin's Nocturnes, perfect sad contemplative music, the No.15 in particular, but No.13 (couldn't stop crying when I first heard it) and No.21 are also good choices.
But maybe you would have preferred Beautiful Child by Fleetwood Mac, because I fell in love when she was only 10 (well 14 but that's close enough), and she is not a child anymore, she is tall enough to reach for the stars.
Smog did a really nice cover of that, but a song of his that would be even more appropriate would be Chosen One, because she is a wild horse on a collision course with the sun, and I wanted to ride that wild horse into the sun, but I no longer think she is my chosen one, and I no longer think I'll ever find a chosen one, woooohwooooh.
But my favorite guy this year is John Cale, so enjoy this one: Thoughtless Kind. It's the first song I've listened after we parted ways. You will enjoy the lyrics I'm sure.

Sorry Newgene, but I can't take your opinions seriously, you need to go outside a little bit and engage more with actually existing people instead of being bitter about generation wars and romanticism on niche imageboards like you have done for years by now. It seems like you only get your opinions on life from scrolling TikTok and saying hello to elders while going to the bakery. You will be a very sad man on your death bed if you keep going on this way. At least I still feel emotions, strong ones, even if they sometimes they suck, a lot. There is nothing wrong with a little romanticism every once in a while in such a mechanical world.

>>671308
ye forgot the song

>>670046
That match could take many months or years or even never especially if he doesn't pay for a subscription. He only deserved it because he paid first.

>>671191
this isn't even rage bait. this is incoherent yapping of a random person.

I wish I was attractive enough to date down and still get with a decently cute girl.

>>671319
>but I think the logical conclusion is to think more like a hippie
No anon. The logical conclusion is accepting that you were not up for a meaningless fuck. You should not beat yourself up over it.
If anything, investigate the following: why were you not up for it? Introspect. Learn about yourself.

The girl you describe sounds like all these girls i met at raves. Sure, fun to talk to while on molly but i guarantee you: neither is this specific individual 'one of a kind', nor are such people good at leading long term relationships.

>>671196
>It shouldn't I don't date anyways and am not on any apps
Even if you don't use them you'll still wind up with women who do. I reached back out to a woman I met on there years ago, and she wasn't at that time. The moment I left because I hit it off with a friend of mine I thought would be a better partner (she wasn't) and came crawling back she was hooking up with some guy off the app and sent me photos of their dates. She lied about it being with friends, but it was super obvious because you don't use the apps unless you don't have friends. We're still together but it pisses me off thinking about it even though I had a situationship going with that other girl at the same time, especially because we don't fuck as much anymore because she's on crazy pills that made her way less horny.

>>671319

>It seems like you only get your opinions on life from scrolling TikTok and saying hello to elders while going to the bakery. You will be a very sad man on your death bed if you keep going on this way. At least I still feel emotions, strong ones, even if they sometimes they suck, a lot.

Bruh you guys post screenshots of TikTok or Twitter and argue about what's going on in 4chan when you're not moping about how the world deserves to burn for rejecting socialism.

Also, I don't post "I wanna kms bcuz I wasn't some epic revolutionary" or "the no gf"


You guys keep posting on about the same mundane depression over not getting laid or not being born in a utopia.

>generation wars
You guys whine about boomers and zoomers.

>Romanticism

You guys also criticize romanticist policies from liberals

>>671191
This. Beauty is wrongfully over-assigned to women.

Men are not allowed to have any sort of self-value.


>>671319
>It's more the realization that I'm not such a fucked-up person as I thought as I was that makes me feel better, that some people can still desire someone like me even though I have a load of unresolved problems to deal with.
The little sex we had just made me yearn for some more, and now I regret not annoying the whole hostel to put my dick inside her, but it was only a fleeting moment and now it's gone, and even if it had happen, that moment would be gone too.


This sounds like humble bragging. Also, that could just as easily go wrong, ending you up with a sexual harassment charge.

>Most women in my city who may desire me either already have a nice stable bf, or they quickly freak out when they start to understand how fucked up and cynical I can be.

This sounds like more humblebragging

>With this hippie girl, even if I enjoyed making her pants wet with my fingers one night, the more important part for me was bonding with her during a few days and how she was more understanding than most psychopathic humans out there.

I hope this isn't just the desperation talking.

>>671536
This.

wish me luck lads

>>671655
Goated profile
You'll be drowning in pussy in no time bucko
Nice job

anyone else feel like talking to people just feels like a rehash of a previous conversation youve had before?
i also always felt like i would be a good actor, considering how much i have to play pretend when talking to people

The worst policy liberals advocate for is gun control. We have massive cartels from the criminalization of drugs and horrifying mobs during prohibition when Alcohol was banned. Chuds should be banned from owning guns, not everybody.

>>671679
This is how socialisation is .

This is what LeftyPol wants to stake their livelihood on.

>>671856
Funny enough, most homicides often use blunt force objects.

I was raped.

>>671885
same…

something incredible is happening to women

>>671940
>women
>Kek
It could not be more obvious anon.

>>671885
AND? DO YOU THINK THAT ENTITLES YOU TO SPECIAL TREATMENT? WE ARE ALL RAPED BY CAPITALISM DAILY. STFU.

>>671947
>t. never met a female ib user
That's a shitpost, but I don't doubt a woman wrote it. I hooked up with a chuddette once and she legit thought like the most deranged crystal cafe/lolcow farms posts. Just wish I hadn't dropped the ball with this really sweet girl I was seeing at the time because of it >>671556

>feeling depressed
>check journal and work log
>last time I was happy and productive was before I met my gf
It keeps happening. I'm most satisfied with life when I'm meeting new people and usually I only do that outside relationships. It doesn't help that my gf is friends with a fat alcoholic who hates me because I called him out for being sleazy and an autist girl who broke my heart.

>>671319
>the more important part for me was bonding with her during a few days and how she was more understanding than most psychopathic humans out there
For her it was a letdown that some autist wouldn't fuck her while she was horny. You sound like you get clingy and trauma dump on any woman who gives you an ounce of attention. Save being "fucked up and cynical" for the bros or your therapist. The absolute state of middle-class failsons whose biggest problem is that they were too neurotic to bang some random slut on their holiday, so they write paragraphs and paragraphs on it.

men cum in 60 seconds and say they wanna make a sex tape.. you mean a tiktok bro?

Hippie girl simp here, reporting in.
I sent a message with pictures of the mountain yesterday night, and she replied in the morning with more pictures and emojis and all!

Then I couldn't help it but send a few more paragraphs like a thirsty beta (though with an interesting story), and she didn't reply, but I basically sent the same story to my mom too and she also didn't reply. People aren't made to read long messages and replying to them quickly, especially when they involve stories about participating to a class due to a coincidence, stray dogs attacking you, and lesbians traveling with bikes; when the recipients have shit on the stove, so to speak. The attention economy, etc.
Oh and I've deleted a message to correct some grammatical mistakes, and women are always suspicious when you delete messages :)
Not that I mind, I'm more weary of these fucking stray dogs at the moment, one tried to attack me today again, so I carry a stone in my bag now. I'm testing my optic nerves with these sad Cocteau Twins songs, and I just feel fine, I simply want to shitpost again.

>>671536
Insightful post, thank you anon.
Indeed, when we were having our little wild time, I remember saying "why should I give everything the first time?", so you've made a very astute observation.
Maybe because the only one-night stand/last sexual experience I had a year and half ago drove me kinda crazy, and the long distance talk went to shit due to my stupid drunken ass? Maybe I simply want a long-term cozy relationship? Maybe because I wanted to LARP as an attractive girl for once, the "not giving yourself the first night" kind of thing? I will think about it. If it was any of that, it wasn't truly conscious though.

>>672007
I think you are right about the letdown thing. I'm stuck in the friendzone basically after doing the "not the first night" dance, because I'm a man, not a girl, but I'm rather okay with that (as long as I don't see her in person again).
>You sound like you get clingy and trauma dump on any woman who gives you an ounce of attention.
I'm either clingy or cold in such situations, and I talk about my traumas yes, but women don't necessarily hate that, because it gives them an opportunity to trauma dump too, if you do it the right way and let them speak.
>Save being "fucked up and cynical" for the bros or your therapist.
No. I trust more a man who tells me he is flawed, than a man who tells me he is perfect. One might be a mess of a person, but the other is definitely a scammer.
>The absolute state of middle-class failsons whose biggest problem is that they were too neurotic to bang some random slut on their holiday, so they write paragraphs and paragraphs on it.
First of all, I'm not middle-class, you know nothing about my life.
And yes, I'm neurotic, and I like to write paragraphs. So what? Are you Russian? Are you going to cry about it? Do your eyes bleed? Do you prefer incel propaganda? If so, too bad for (You), but my story definitely applies to the "sex and relationships" subject of this thread.

>>671578
>>671581
Listen Newgene, I will keep it short, you know nothing about what I believe, and I know you are a 7chan transplant.
>humblebragging
I'm talking about sex and relationships, and when I say I'm fucked up, I'm for example alcoholic enough to start having the shakes if I don't drink a beer in the morning. Most gfs I had freaked out because of this, after a couple of months generally.
>inb4 it's your own fault
No shit, I need to fix this problem, but your righteous crypto-Protestant ideology won't help me in any way.
>Also, that could just as easily go wrong, ending you up with a sexual harassment charge.
That's show how little you know about the world.
You think sex and relationships are all like pic related where if a girl asks you to put some fingers inside her pussy, you are indirectly signing a contract with clear terms, but in real life, the terms are never clear. You need to communicate to understand what the other person want, and vice versa.
You have a typical American mindset. No wonder you hate romanticism.

>>672176
>First of all, I'm not middle-class, you know nothing about my life.
>I'm not middle class
>Travelling for Funsies
Pick one. Also if I get the ick reading your posts I can only imagine how an attractive girl feels about the drivel you text her.

>>671885
I'm sorry for you anon
As cliché as it may sounds, maybe you might need some counseling if available in your country, because this is a hard trauma to process, and some people might bring you down if you bring it up, because they want to ignore/repress that reality of human life inside their little brains.
I wish you luck, and you didn't deserve it, at all.

>>672180
If I'm middle class, then I rose up there by my sole wits because my single mom was literally working in the fields, idiot. And I can't still buy a fucking house for shit, so shut the fuck up.
>Also if I get the ick reading your posts I can only imagine how an attractive girl feels about the drivel you text her.
Everytime I don't post in this thread, it's all incel drivel, I don't care about your "ick".
>>672159
kek

If you want to feel better about yourself, just look at https://boards.4chan.org/trv/thread/2777989 and /r/Pattaya
People complain about my long-ass paragraphs, but they don't know how disgusting the pussy-seeking mindset can be, I'm just a sweet summer child by comparison.

my life is literally a NTR doujinshi

I'm trapped in a room and the one guy who knows the passcode to get out is not answering my messages. Help. There's people shouting outside too.

>>672187
>If I'm middle class, then I rose up there by my sole wits
>bootstraps petit-bourg class consciousness
bro what are you doin here fr

>people actually post on the pedophile incel websites like the anonib boards

Gross

>>672220
Oh cool I didn't know anonib was still around

>>672204
Uygha, you think anyone who travel for fun is petit-bourg. Just give up on the idea of organizing the working class right now.
According to your criteria, the only true working class to organize are people who can't book a 20€ bus ticket on the internet, and exploited immigrants who go back to their home country every 10 years. Good luck, but it's obvious your goal isn't to organize shit, it's just to masturbate over the aesthetics of past communist regimes like half of this website.
You apparently don't understand the concepts of "saving money over years while working", "getting unemployed", and "not being tied to a family", and you want to lecture me on what is working class and what isn't.
Oh, and I imagine Marx was a petit-bourg because he fled to Paris, Brussels, and London, which are very expensive cities, and begged to Engels all the time instead of getting a normal job at the factory. I imagine Lenin was a petit-bourg for fleeing to Vienna instead of bumfuck nowhere and working the soil like a normal peasant. I imagine Stalin was a petit-bourg for leaving Georgia and becoming a "professional revolutionary" instead of getting a real job, and Mao was one too for leaving rural Hunan and moving to Beijing.
Moron.

chat is this real

>>672366
She should transition. I give her 1 year tops until it sinks in how much harder it is to be a guy and she ropes.

>>672366
Yes. That's why this thread is so pathetic. You guys have it easy yet still fail at it.

>>672370
r u tran?

>>672007
lol kys

>>672384
Why are you a woman? What benefit does it bring to you?

>>672176
>That's show how little you know about the world.
You think sex and relationships are all like pic related where if a girl asks you to put some fingers inside her pussy, you are indirectly signing a contract with clear terms, but in real life, the terms are never clear. You need to communicate to understand what the other person want, and vice versa.
You have a typical American mindset. No wonder you hate romanticism.


🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😫

You really are delusional.
Imagine being accused of being too sheltered for worrying about misreading some woman's cues and ending up with a slap on face or trip to the jailhouse.

You image board users never cease to amaze me.
ALSO:

And especially since you base your personality on your struggles for sexual/romantic escapades.

ALSO:
>No shit, I need to fix this problem, but your righteous crypto-Protestant ideology won't help me in any way.
>I'm talking about sex and relationships, and when I say I'm fucked up, I'm for example alcoholic enough to start having the shakes if I don't drink a beer in the morning. Most gfs I had freaked out because of this, after a couple of months generally
>Listen Newgene, I will keep it short, you know nothing about what I believe, and I know you are a 7chan transplant.

Sounds like some is a little defensive
Especially with the cliche "you don't know me" while assuming too much shit about me.

Alcoholic and it scared off the same?
Good
Alcohol is morally coddled far too much.

I would have sympathy for you but your self righteous attitude annoys me.

But then again imagebaord users have no sense of humility. It's always the worlds fault.
When it's their fault they want everyone to ignore and move on.

Also, if you plan on having kids, just adopt.
All that booze is turning to sugar and it's probably medsed your liver and testes.

i want to kill myself because
>i never had large amounts of underaged sex despite that clearly being a very common thing in all the internet and IRL circles I want to be apart of
>i do not look like a 1:1 replication of a woman with a penis and therefore have zero physical attractive value as a "femboy" - will be taking hormones but people who started at 12 exist so womp womp i dont get to be them either
>i do not have any memories of being able to wear actually nice clothes and go out and look beautiful. i will continually see people younger and younger than me go out and wear those very same nice clothes i always wanted to wear, that i look like a disgusting refrigerator with when i wear
>i have no friends because im apparently the worst most miserable most wicked most unlovable odious person imaginable. the fact that im making this post, that i dare to complain about my shitty life, is actually the best form of evidence that im a piece of shit and deserve this life. also something something "comparison is the thief of joy", i.e. "we live a better life than you but please keep working and fighting so we can continue to safely enjoy our luxurious life"
im going to be free and i want you all to know that until you recognize that losers are human too, this will keep happening :3

>>672420
>Imagine being accused of being too sheltered for worrying about misreading some woman's cues and ending up with a slap on face or trip to the jailhouse.
The hippie girl replied to me and sent me a few messages on WhatsApp today, Newgene. I'm friend with her now. She won't bring me to court for being friendly and sending her pictures.
She is right now alone camping on the beach with her tent, she is a feminist hippie who doesn't give a fuck, living her own life and simply want to share a few good moments with the people she meets along the way. And I don't think I have ever touched a vagina that wet before in my life btw. Maybe another man will come along the way, but who am I to judge?
Even if she wanted to bring me to court (she doesn't), we live in different countries with different jurisdictions, and met in a foreign country for both of us. If I was a psychopath, I could take advantage of that, abuse her and GTFO quickly; but I've simply found a new friend who lives in a country I like and want to visit again someday, and I like her style, simple as. My goal is not to abuse her, just to be nice, like that Todd Rundgren's song called Be Nice To Me.
Just quit it dude. Why do you have to be so negative all the time?

>You image board users never cease to amaze me.
Says the guy who has been shitposting here for several years now and was originally posting on 7chan, an obscure half-dead imageboard.

>I would have sympathy for you but your self righteous attitude annoys me.
Me too, Newgene, I could apply the exact same thing to you.

>But then again imagebaord users have no sense of humility. It's always the worlds fault.
I'm trying to get beyond that after years of being trapped into such thought patterns. It's a slow process, but I'm slowly starting to feel better about it, while not abandoning my socialist ideas in the process.

>Also, if you plan on having kids, just adopt.
If you plan on talking, shut up. You Americans always want to control the sexual and family life of other people, it's fucking insane, it's basically soft-eugenics. Soon CCTV will be mandatory in all married couples' bedrooms and the cops will come to your house if you went over the "cumming into your wife" monthly quota.

>>672384
Based femanon, thank you. When both parties can trauma dump while listening to each other, that's when real relationships (friendly or romantic) are made.
Here is a song for you, vid related.

>>672474
>large amounts of underaged sex
The little underaged sex I had was very boring, the girl would lay on her back and do nothing at all. She would talk about how liberated she was to everyone during the day, but in bed, she was a complete starfish. You missed nothing.
>i do not look like a 1:1 replication of a woman with a penis and therefore have zero physical attractive value as a "femboy"
You need to go to more gay clubs instead of browsing Tiktok and social media.
>i do not have any memories of being able to wear actually nice clothes and go out and look beautiful.
Learn to groom yourself with cheap stuff, you don't have to wear $100 clothes to look good, WikiHow is unironically your friend here.
>i have no friends because im apparently the worst most miserable most wicked most unlovable odious person imaginable.
You sound like you are borderline, but it eventually gets better with age. You are probably in your early 20s at most, and I hated my life when I was your age. Now I feel kinda fine (even if life isn't ever simple). I don't think it's worth it killing yourself at such a young age, you will feel ups and downs, but I'm sure some people would like to grab your ass in a gay club, 100% guaranteed by the way you talk.