I'm a wizard and my only dating options are now women with years, almost a decade of experience give or take. I don't want to bother at this point because of that. It won't be special, and to act as if it were would be pathetic. I couldn't even believe it myself and it would just eat away at me because it would be me saying I can't have the relationship I want so I need to kill my dreams and put my romantic energy into a girl who did everything with other men.
Nah.
So even though I have never dated, never kissed and obviously never had sex. I'm done.
I am now moving my life around other things because romance will never bring me happiness. Like hey you werent there for me in my late teens to early 20s when I was really, really struggling. Yeah you were absent for the other rough parts of my life, but now as we both near middle age, now you want to talk about building a life together? When you wouldn't date me if I were totally broke and did nothing to help me avoid that fate, so essentially I did it myself and you're just here for good times, having been fucking other men when I went through bad times?
It's just not for me. Especially when you know women IRL who bitch about shit like their BF cheating on them, but stay with him anyway. Nah fuck that. I can't change how other people view me and dislike me, but I still have my pride and I'm gonna cling to it becuase it's all I have left. All I work towards now is building a life I respect while romance is absent.
41. Never dated or anything. Never tried but I think I could've though the closest I came was in high school and that was set up by someone else asking around although I didn't ask him to and I ended up chickening out not because the girl was ugly she was actually pretty I was just scared. Don't really plan on doing any thing romantic or have sex since I just feel to far behind to even try. Don't really have plans to build anything significant in my life for myself either. Just riding it out until I can't or don't want to anymore.