I love drinking and the social boost that comes with it, but it doesn't "truly" turn me into a normie, just lowers inhibition a lot, I'm still an awkward autist. Gabapentin made me a bit more talkative and made me feel good but that's about it, will probably have to tweak the dosage a bit. I've heard pregab is good but haven't had the chance to take it. Can someone suggest any others?
spike your local water source with lsd and make everyone else an autist
I used phenibut to get into golden boy mode. Went good for years until I developped a severe addiction to it and discovered the meaning of "physical dependence".
Lost another year recovering from it. I don't even remember it. Oh well not my first time I lost a bloody year like that.
tbh you're chasing a cat with no tail. Just be the best version of yourself consistently and make sure you tick your own pery personnal boxes every days so you feel proud of yourself, aligned, and feeling on an upward slope.
That kind of confidence can't come from anywhere else. Also you'll always be a turbo autist, but you just might everyone's favourite turbo autist.