>>2263damn all that text just to say "i'll only see the reality i want to see"
good luck at living. I'm actually sorry that everything you do, you feel like you end up trying to make money off of or being forced to spend excessive money on, or that other people are trying to make money off it and that ruins it for you.
On what you said "hurr get over your childhood or something", it's nothing like "get over your childhood" or "you're sad because you didnt have a mythical perfect petite-bourg childhood", its literally the opposite in both cases.
I meant that you obviously have no idea of how to do things that don't involve buying or selling (except writing essays about your anger at everything on leftypol dot org) because you're leaving out the dimension of play - which imlies you never fucking did it, or else you'd understand that not everything is about buying shit and selling shit or formal organizations or any of that. But you refuse to see this. Idk how or why or if you've just been having a bad week or something or who knows what. But its ridiculous as shit.
And I mean I have to add, that I'm here because I have generally the same politics and views of society. What I
don't share is the pessimism and small-mindedness about my own range of action. I do agree that much of what we do does unintentionally support or buy into capitalism. But I also think there's space for a neutral ground (which is trying to be impinged, and may need more and more courage of subversive attitude to carry out as anything not pro-empire is seen as criminal and anti-empire) of just meaningless and informal play, and there's also the space of subversion of capitalism, which is a whole set of activities and relations in itself which you could put your time towards. So I can't understand at all why there's all this vitriol to support the idea that there's nothing we can do that's not commodified. For example, why do you have to draw furry art if you draw? You can just draw. The point of a hobby is that you just do it, without making money. And you can do it without expending excessive money too, on specialty items or things that make you feel good and supplement your identity. Those things are an option, and an option which we can opt out of. Obviously it's super fucked up that so much is commodified, and I'm not saying we can opt out of society or anything like that, but we can at least not
always reproduce capital. Sometimes we have free time. Or sometimes we sabotage and undermine. And who cares if grafitti is sometimes commodified? Yes it's not revolutionary in itself maybe, but it's fun and you can put a message or just a sign of your own existance and passing up for other people to see. You're not buying or selling anything. And if other people start to value it, joke's on them. It's like if eating dirt became a fad and everyone rushed to go sell some dirt. I don't think worms would scoff at their endeavors and write off "eating roots and stuff and shitting it out" as capitalist. Some stuff you just do because it's fun, cheap or free, social or antisocial, and with no other goals, and literally it doesnt matter what other people are doing.
Have a good day/night angry anarcho-nihilist, i'm sorry i made you so mad (apparently) before.