>>25980I agree. Either ADHD or some sort of developed deficiency similar to ADHD symptoms.
>>25979Above-average intelligence is a very low bar, c'mon. OP probably doesn't see himself as smart, he simply acknowledges that he's not stupid and that there is a disconnect between his (self and/or externally) perceived intelligence and "the fruits of one's intelligence" i.e. good grades, academic prestige, high paying jobs.
I for example have been conditioned to think of myself as very stupid due to my poor grades and academic score and lack of success in the job market, but everyone I know regards me as very intelligent. This is frustrating since it feels like some sort of pity of gaslighting, or worse: yourself being smarter than you think, but being unable to fulfill your potential due to some other factors at play. I understand the having potential meme being a coping mechanism for many, but for others it is the inverse and will only make you even more anxious.