>>2785289Listen anon, I’ve been where you’re at before. I know how difficult it is to avoid succumbing to despair.
Something I think will do good is remembering what you’re fighting for. Try talking to prospective new comrades about socialism and communism, find that passion, that revolutionary joy you first felt when you discovered it. Then hold onto that feeling for dear life.
If it’s especially bad, maybe take a week to yourself—let your party know if course—and try to relax, if it’s possible.