>>2799515>Do you believe in the Bible? I'm British and was raised Anglican, or Episcopalian I think it's called in the US.
Stopped believing at about 14 or 15 but was forced by parents to continue attending church until I could move out at 19.
Do I believe the Bible? I believe it's a work of mythology, I believe some of the events in it are likely inspired by historical events. The flood myth is common across middle eastern religions and may well be based on historical localised heavy flooding some 10,000 -20,000 years ago after the latest ice age.
Some events also clearly never happened. There is zero evidence that Jews were kept as slaves en masse in Egypt nor is is there any evidence that the Red Sea was parted, which if it occured we would expect to find evidence of.
Most events and individuals from the New Testament probably occured and existed, barring the supernatural elements.
The Christian Bible was also not compiled until centuries after Jesus died. Many of the books in the Bible weren't written until decades after Jesus' death.
Predestination seems morally unjustifiable, as does eternal damnation for not believing something without proof, when a God could have the power to make it clearly obvious he exists to all if he were real and so chose. And there's also the problem of evil. Not to mention Jesus states he would return before all the apostles died. It's curious Christianity didn't fizzle out when that prediction failed.
There's also so much insane stuff like the way God treats Job, the mauling of children by bears sent by God, God losing a battle to iron chariots, and the references to the divine council and Elohim which in the original Hebrew clearly implied at form of henotheism or polytheism.
Faith without works also strikes me as bizarre. It doesn't matter if someone commits the worst crimes imaginable to long as they're a true believer, but a good man who helps his community but has other beliefs with be tortured eternally? That's not how a good God would work.
I flirted with occultism, gnosticism, Buddhism a little in my 20s but never really believed in it.
Now I don't believe in religion, or a God. Unless you want to say the entire universe is God and all conscious beings are just fragments of it experiencing itself, and that everything that exists is interconnected and non-dual in nature.
In essence I accept Spinoza's God which could be interpreted as atheism or pantheism depending on your perspective.