I am in a Nationalist Organization, but I am so tired of it. Our Previous Local Branch Leader has left temporarly and now has family affairs, so we are stuck with a Reactionary Capitalist Petit Bourzoa, who is nothing like a proper Third Positionist ought to be. He doesn't care about the Organizations Ideology or Ideals, isn't up to date with what the rest of the Branches are Doing, Is a complete Hedonist and Gangsterist, He is lazy and passes responsibillity to others, including me, he takes bad decisions and even took a lighter from me. I don't even know he got this position. I am the most active in my branch and have even done theory lectures (which the leadership now wants to take it away because "nobody is going to read the books"), and have been thrice as much time as him in it. We got a new temporary branch leader, who I have better relations with and he is far better, but because of Personal Affairs he didn't have time, so this Degen took over. The only reason He got it I suspect, whilst I have been sidelined by the Organization leadership again and again, is because I am an Autist with no Great Facial Hair, with a quite annoying voice, a thin posture, are too theoretical (even though I am the one suggesting most actions, which then get sidelined by leadership) and come from a Leftist Family. Not to mention, I have no chance with the organization's Women. I feel so sad, seeing my Local University Branch of Leftists (with simillar views to that of my parents) organizing, making speeches, doing activism and syndical work, probably reading theory and also getting into fights with ANTIFA and Tankie types (i.e. the stuff I want to do, under my nationalist syndicalist and communtarian worldview). They all seem very friendly, instead of the 90IQ normalfags I am stuck with. Plus, the Girls are very Friendly and Nice and Pretty, and I could probably get one as my girlfriend. And I would probably be one of the most masculine members of my local branch, instead of being viewed as a weird alien creature which everyone laughs at behind the scenes. They would probably be compassionate about me being an Autist, instead of making fun of me for being Weird. And my activism would probably be rewarded, instead of being seen as me being a follower. My Parents would also be proud of me, instead of thinking I am an idiotic fascist loser. I could also publically critisize all the Cuckservatives, Ancoms, and MLs that plague my university. I can def Chameleon my way over there. I will have kept some Conservatives Social Views, that are based on my Religion (like thinking Abortion is a Sin, although I feel like that would be a big no no, but these guys don't even do anything pro Abortion, or atleast not too much of it). I could focus on my AntiCapitalist, ProPalestinian, AntiCorruption, ProSyndicalistAction and AntiAI stances and get in. It's hard Being a Biological Leftist, but with a Mind of a Nationalist. Call it ideological Dysphoria. Are the Problems I explained in my organization found in leftist ones, or are they unique to our spaces.
last thing wasn't a ., but a ?
>Im a rightoid megatard, can I not be a braindead vegetable literal human cattle?
No sorry, it's too late for you
>>2942735What can I say ,the left has failed to convience me of their views.
>>2942738He isn't even a "gangster" but a bad LARPer. He is a petite Bourzoa Capitalist. I don't even think he belongs to the Organization.
>>2942733No. Autists are annoying in leftist orgs too.
Sometimes i think of it internally as the wrecker illness.
>>2942733Dog, the real Nazis fought bravely and lost spectacularly. You are just a faggot. You should just be strung up as an example to all other Nazi faggots.
>>2942740>>No. Autists are annoying in leftist orgs too.Are they treated like poo there aswell?
>>2942742You should only be treated in a way that ends your life on this Earth and sets an example for potentially better people.
>>2942744I don't make the rules. All Nazis must die. I'm sorry, it just is what it is. I have to kill you faggots as long as I live. My people killed you faggots, I have to too.
>>2942739niqqer, ultranationalist organizations since before even ᴉuᴉlossnW were characterized by being composed of of the most retarded and aggressive people out there, such as football hooligans. what did you expect? if you accept the ideas of genetic superiority of one group over another, you should accept that you're genetically inferior as an individual and keep working thanklessly for the superior race, or just kill yourself. it's counterproductive to change your alignment out of issues like that, you will feel like you're lying if you do and burn out very quickly. another option is to step back from politics.
>>2942745Whatever, if my Views remain the same I can understand the sentiment. You Greek by any chance?
>>2942745Ok, but my question was, are autists treated bad in leftist organizations too?
>>2942747No, I'm American. We'll rape your bitch ass.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_S._Patton%27s_speech_to_the_Third_Army
>When a man is lying in a shell hole, if he just stays there all day, a Boche will get him eventually. The hell with that. My men don't dig foxholes. Foxholes only slow up an offensive. Keep moving. We'll win this war, but we'll win it only by fighting and showing the Germans that we've got more guts than they have or ever will have. We're not just going to shoot the bastards, we're going to rip out their living goddamned guts and use them to grease the treads of our tanks. We're going to murder those lousy Hun cocksuckers by the bushel-fucking-basket.
<Some of you men are wondering whether or not you'll chicken out under fire. Don't worry about it. I can assure you that you'll all do your duty. War is a bloody business, a killing business. The Nazis are the enemy. Wade into them, spill their blood or they will spill yours. Shoot them in the guts. Rip open their belly. When shells are hitting all around you and you wipe the dirt from your face and you realize that it's not dirt, it's the blood and guts of what was once your best friend, you'll know what to do. >>29427461.My Primary motivation is fighting for my people because it's my People, not a feeling of Superiority.
2.Maybe you are right on the second part. I need to go on the gym more and looksmax. Maybe Cut twitter. But I need to be the theorycel. Someone needs to be there to set the organization right ideologically, so it doesn't collapse into rightoid oportulist slop. Idk.
>>2942736>Uhhhm it's actually your fault im a brainless slug/literal soulslave to the bourgeoisieNot a good comeback, I can see why you would be a rightoid
>>2942749do I really need to do the "we fought the wrong enemy" shtiek? Plus, your country is invaded by mexicans and indians any comment on that (if you aren't one, LARPing as a WASP American whose ancestors fought in WW2).
>>2942751So what country are you from muchacho? Turkey or some other even less relevant country in the Balkans since you mention Greece.
>>2942754My country is still the number one in the world, your country is nothing. Yes my people's were in WW2. My grandfather was a Colonel.
>>2942755*sniff sniff* Are you Black?
>>2942756It was a Lighter the previous branch leader told us all to have, plus some other stuff. I was probably the only one to actually follow threw with it, which I was also relentlesly made fun for.
I am belittlied and made fun of for actually taking the organization seriously. It's all so tiresome.
>>2942757>*sniff sniff* Are you Black? Is that a Zizek reference? Are you Slovenian? Well any country you are from, you know it is completely irrelevant and you are completely worthless.
>>2942758You should count your blessings, you should be put to death. Anyone who takes up the Nazi flag should be put to death.
>>2942760It's the best way to describe my beliefs, since it's the only Third Positionist flag here.
>>2942751>1.My Primary motivation is fighting for my people because it's my People, not a feeling of Superiority.then it's not nationalism retard, communists are the ones that actually fought for their people, both against traditional imperialists and fascists
>Someone needs to be there to set the organization right ideologically, so it doesn't collapse into rightoid oportulist slop.who's gonna tell him? i'm not diving for those goebbels quotes.
>>2942759Bro imagine when he's out here talking about fighting for
his people he's talking about slovenians kek. Being a nationalist for a country that could barely be considered a province, let alone a nation, is so embarrassing
>>2942758that's what you should expect from rightoids, the point of rightoidism is that you're either inherently a winner or a loser, the losers should suck it up and serve their betters. serve your betters, lol. they do not see what you do as a service, they see you as an annoying bug, but that's apparently important for some dumb nerd reason? not according to hitler but ok bro.
>>2942764he's probably bulgarian or some shit like that, in any case it's embarrassing.
I just hate Confederate LARPers and I hate Nazi LARPers even more. We already fucking graped you almost a century ago, and you all still cry about it. What chance do you think you have in this day and age? You're fucking pathetic.
>>2942762All the Leftoids support mass Third World Immigration. To not do so, is considered worse than being a capitalist. Agent Kochinski will clap like a seal for the libtard Will Stancil, but when the theorycels of the ACP (who are promulticulturalism btw, they are just not pro-InfiniteBomalians/Indians and insane antiwhite hatred) he will call them Nazis. It's the same in every single western country.
>>2942768Touched a nerve huh. Slovenia, so what's going on there? Your country has less people than my metro area.
>>2942773Yes, my whole question is, are autistic men treated better in leftist organizations, or would I be treated like shit regardless? Plus all the other problems I mentioned. Do you have them in your organizations, because I feel I might be seeing the grass greener on the other side, which there might not be.
>>2942775point out the massive third world migration in the soviet union, eastern bloc, china, north korea. please. or do you think literally any of us here are talking about dsa lmao
>>2942778You will be exposed as a rightoid quite quickly and you will be raped
Greatest Slovenians in history, the sniffer and the whore wife of the American president.
>>2942776Your Metro Area is mostly Third World Migrants who hate you for being a white imperialist o algo. Atleast the 90iq Kamaraden of mine actually see me part of the ingroup, even if I am a retarted and weak one, who fights for the good of his people, so they tolerate my existance. Your Third Worldists, They just see you as useful idiots who will destroy you any chance they get.
>>2942779Not a good argument leftoid. Real Communism will abolish all nations. Stop trying to appeal to rightoids with this shit
>>2942779I want to join some DSA esque organization o algo. The Ancoms are all Junkies and the Tankies are Embarassing. I said so on my first post.
>>2942780Uh, uh! I will Chameleon my way through!
>>2942787that's your problem retard, oh well, graham platner got in and everyone defended him, you can do the same.
i still don't understand if you're an american or from the balkans, this is important context o algo
>>2942789>graham platnerIs it relevant? Leftoids of the DSA variety are the same everywhere no?
>>2942785real communism built the berlin wall and had pretty much closed borders. the mechanism for abolishing nations is the opposite of what's going on under capitalism
>>2942791it's not relevant if you're not an american in the first place, get your brain out of the gutter, look up local slovenian or bulgarian organizations.
>>2942793They are the local uni organization who is helped by the leftist parties in Progressive International.
So what goes on in Slovenia?
>>2942800Nobody answered my question bro if autistic tryhard men are treated nicely in leftist organizations :(
I just want to know if the Grass is greener on the other side really or not. Honestly, I won't even cross the line, but knowing that I am sacrificing my personal comfort for something greater is Good. Not to mention, if they treat men like me like poo on the other side, I might actually be more content.
if you are a nationalist you are already almost a communist according to people in this place, now all you need to fully become one is starting your own business to start trademaxxing
idk honestly I might get the leftist perspective. Do I really have more in common with this people than I do with an African Progressive? I was playing a game, and I said that if I was israeli I would vote for Ben Gavir and if I was Palestinian for Hamas. Truth of the matter? Nationalists Think Alike. They just wrap themselves under different religious and national symbols to do their thing. Truth is, the same probably goes for many leftists.
like Tankies and Ancoms. Idk. Maybe difference in Personality and Character are more important than I realise.
last two posts were mine, I just didn't have the flag. Idk. That's this whole thread is about I guess. Do Leftoids have the same problems? Probably not. idk idk idk. Maybe some do, like tankies or ancoms. Something something fascism being a personality trait idk.
>>2942843Who cares… It's not that deep. It doesn't really matter because communism or fascism aren't going anywhere for the foreseeable future.
>>2942844Yea but like… should I live for my local leftist org or nah? will they treat me like poo there aswell?
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