/lgbt/ - LGBT

I'm an mtf in my early twenties and effectively sex trafficked. I kind of have an escape plan I made to go take a train or bus on a good day. I would just be homeless in a major metro after though. I could probably get around 600~ usd together before next month. All while in the sticks of the midwest. I rant below. Tell me ideas or whatever help. Attach a proton or tuta if you want to talk, I can hide and use these emails easily.

There's literally no support for this shit outside of major metros, and for pretty much exclusively cis women at that point. And the fucking chaser pedarest retard I'm stuck with has me boymode or whatever. I used to have a sizable following for luckshit reasons and this is how I got trafficked! It WAS good money at a time. Do I just rope or what? I got outed and lost housing from my conservative family before this, and this was seemingly the only option available at the time. I have already lost like a year and more of my life to this. My transition which once looked incredibly lucky and optimistic has been on hold and I've been stuck on hrt pills and nothing else for so long now its stupid. I can make a meager amount of money online but he checks and makes sure I'm not doing anything sometimes, its never more than two hundred. I literally had a full time job and studies before all of this, now just these ai training sort of gigs and getting raped sometimes. The rest of the day is nothing! Anyway this is how it is and happened. I'm sure there's going to be one idiot that replies giwtwm or something, and I'm sure they genuinely do until this kind of thing actually happens to them! I was ready to give up until I got an email from myself a decade ago, I was young and implied we might have transitioned fully by the end of it, even a place! I wept and still can't help but weep sometimes. whatever ramble over.