/lgbt/ - LGBT

Sowwy jannies, I just need to vent.

My theymab older brother always gets away with it and I'm honestly shocked. You think one of his transgressions would catch up to him but no. First he sexually assaults me countless times over 2 years, then tries to do it to my sister (and fails from what I know), then he convinces my parents to deny me hrt when I was a minor and then finally he attempts to molest the sister of one of his childhood friends. *Also, he probably grooms repressing trans men into not transitioning (from what I know). All of this is typical rapist cishet male behaviour, but done under the veneer of being "nonbinary" and "queer".

When it comes to how often he raped me, I dont know the true number as it was simply that many "sessions", but I can give an estimate. If we say that it was weekly and there are about 50 weeks in a year, then it would amount to 50 times a year; we then double it to account for two years between the ages of 5 and 7 for a final value of 100 times. Now this is a very conservative estimate, if we say biweekly, then it would ammount to 100 times per year for a total value of 200 times. A close estimate is probably far less conservative than these values, its probably close to 400 - 600 times, as it was usually every other day, with several rapes happening in a single day. For more anecdotal and less rigorous evidence of his crimes; he would usually say very rapey things while raping me, a couple I remember are: "you know you want it" and "when we are old men in our 40s we will laugh at this", these lines often will ring through my head at my worst moments.

Now when he tried to do it to my sister, my sister eventually reported it, well the best a 5 year old child could report it. My sister was most likely spared from his crimes as she had a separate room and was also a cis girl (typically my parents really only care about rape or violence or threats of it when it comes to her but not to me).
When my parents learned of this when I was 7, they shamed me and removed my brother of all guilt, letting him off the hook. He stopped raping me, started to be my "friend" and I was supposed to never talk about it ever again. Eventually after living with him in the same house for another decade I simply broke and couldnt take it anymore; I reported it to my parents. My parents seemed to have completely forgetten what happened, they separated me but not him from the rest of the family. I went to live with my grandparents and eventually had to live on my own (with my parents support thankfully). Now this isnt a dissertation against my parents, they could certainly be worse, at least I have a roof over my head, school and HRT. Worst thing is that my brother even admitted to raping me to my parents.

Around this time that I came forward to my parents, my mother also told me that "something happened between x person (who was the sister of my brothers childhood friend) and my brother", she was 15 and he was 19. My mother went into detail saying that he "touched" her and that "she now wants nothing to do with him". Again I must say, this is a second hand account, but I wouldnt be suprised if he did it. Whatever happened my brother got away with it again, and this time it was literally ILLEGAL.

Another great transgression he did is that he convinced my parents to deny me HRT when I was a minor and in desperate need of it. He claimed to be "trans" and "having the same condition as me", when he was literally nothing more than a 6'2 cishet male with they/them pronouns. After introducing his premise he then concluded that as a "trans" person, HRT, especially diy HRT was "dangerous" and "expensive" to my parents and that I should have "body positivity". The irony of that coming from a 6'2 theymab, literally life on easy mode for him. I will never forgive neither him nor my parents for making me repress until I was 18, the pain from the wrong puberty was immense and almost killed me. Honestly this was the worst of all of the transgressions. Going through wrong puberty is literal torture for trans kids.

Finally he loves to claim to be "queer" and "gay", but never seems to have the courage to date anyone who isnt a theyfab/cis woman. Worst of all is that he uses his claimed "queer" identity to take advantage of transsex male repressors. I find the infatilization of transsex males and the never ending attempts by cissexuals to detransition them to be disgusting.

My brother is a 6'2 cishet theymab who gets easy pussy from transsex male repressors and theyfabs whilst larping as having a "queer" identity. Like fuckoff, he will get rightfully purged after the revolution.