I had to wake up today at 6:00 AM and got ready to get to the clinic, pretty nice but i felt forced to look like i didn't got there from the ghetto…
got to sign some documents, they took my ID and i paid for the tests, a while in i got called for getting my blood drawn, the usual at this point; they got 2 tubes of blood and had me in for some questions regarding my medical background, after that i was taken to the "sample room" which was basically like a sink, a chair and a TV.
so i did some hand washing and such and i had downloaded a bunch of stuff in my phone yesterday, the whole time feeling like i'd just burst and ruin the 3-5 days abstinence recommended.
but i had already washed my hands and i don't think washing my phone be viable + i'd have to hold my phone as well as the sample cup and everything?
so i just used the TV with the USB which was kinda slow so i just kinda did a faproulette with it and actually seeing the sample size i got scared it'd be too small but it was just about 0.2ml short according to the doctors; besides that the sample was very good and i'll be able to freeze from 2 to 4 vials with a doctor's recommendation and go back on estrogen hopefully by next month.
overall everything is going fine which is scary because whenever things are going fine i get this feeling of calm before the storm.
>>10790>everything is going fine which is scary because whenever things are going fine i get this feeling of calm before the storm.As an OCDfag I feel this at a spiritual level.
Why are you freezing your cum?
>>10795What is it about this particular man that lives rent-free in transwomens heads?
>>10794>surrogacyNow very woke of you.
>>10796it's a very Yakubian subject.
the fact that that out there exists a man that was given credentials to kickstart transexual phrenology;
whose typology is supposed to be "rejected" but somehow still present in the DSM-5 in one way or another.
makes any transhumaniste experience feel lumpen, absurd, and precariat.
being exposed to any of this half assed "science" in early transition is a form of self-harm or torture even.
so what today is a cognito hazard for a lot of young transhumanistes, makes me hope for a future in which is talked about as something so absurd, so memed that nobody even cares to even remember what his rantings were on about, just another kirk in the wall.
>>10797It took me a while to tell my dad cus he a trot and he IS against rental wombs.
but i ended up telling him after a visit to the endocrinologist in which i was told i'd have to stop HRT and i came out crying.
my dad kinda had given up on having grandkids so he also got emotional when we got back home.
my bf is also kinda upset about how capitalism makes this whole process so costly, but we agreed that "revolutions are made using the weapons of the empire".
maybe some day we'll have communal surrogacy under communism.
and coparenting like cats do, very cool.
I need your cum in my asshole
>>10798>so what today is a cognito hazard for a lot of young transhumanistes, makes me hope for a future in which is talked about as something so absurd, so memed that nobody even cares to even remember what his rantings were on about, just another kirk in the wall.Abaolute cinema. I teared up.
>>10810the money my bf sent couple days ago didn't made it thru my bank and now i have to mantain abstinence til thursday
I HATE TESTOSTERONE LIBIDO
I HATE TESTOSTERONE LIBIDO
I HATE TESTOSTERONE LIBIDO
I HATE TESTOSTERONE LIBIDO
I HATE TESTOSTERONE LIBIDO
>>10812hot glegle, just touch urself though?
>>10812Your bf did that on purpose, find a nice hot man to fuck you to get back at him.
>>10813I'm not meant to, there's the window to mantain quality of the sample and i need to do it while at the clinic
>>10814no, he sent the money on time it's my bank who's been delaying payments because they made the owner pay taxes
>>10815If he cared he would work around it. Plus you are hirny and he is not there for you, you absolutely should sleep with a beautiful tall man.
>>10812Your bf is edging you lmao are you sure this is not his kink
>>10816there's just no reliable way to send money from Spain to Mexico other than PayPal atm, they eat like a sizeable chunk as commission + conversion fees, i hope Peter Thiel gets sent to the 8th level of the Naraka where tiger demons with spiked cocks will rape his ass for eons
>>10817not in this context really, like, i guess it'd be good on estrogen but in testosterone it's just kinda annoying.
I am going to do an exchange semester in Mexico next month. Any tips how and where to safely meet transwomen there, Sabiny? Yes I have learned intermediate Spanish.
>>10821depends on the zone, you can meet privileged bougie center-right passoids, lk cute libleft twinkhons or like lumpenized boomerhons.
what you have in mind?
keep in mind i am mostly isolated as the only transhumanist in the ghetto so i the only trans people i've met here irl are transmen from the local association which helps me get medics and stuff.
like my therapist, he's cool.
i had to explain last appointment about my phase where i was lk into mass shootings as an edgy teen and how it evolved into this theory i have that the more to the north you go in America life is worth even less.
>>10822Yeah, but at one point you get to the Inuit territorries and life becomes based again :)
>>10822>what you have in mindI am going to spend 2 weeks in CDMX/Central Mexico and then be mostly in Monterrey for the following 6 months.
>>10846so CDMX depending on the zone you do have like all flavors of transwomen (tho mostly marginalized) bunch of alt trans like goths and punks, but once you get to Monterrey it's all fucking middle/upper class bitches, and not only talking about trans ppls.
Everyone hates Monterrey.
>>10849I know. I would have prefered to go to UNAM but I had no choice when it came to the university. So I guess I'll just use Taimi.
>>10850I used Taimi for a while, lots of bottoms.
>surrogacy
>coparenting
uygha you're late by a few decades, we don't do this breeding shit anymore, we're all antinatalist gay gooners in this bitch. No kids for you or anyone else.
>>10856I HATE PROTESTANT MORALITY
I HATE PROTESTANT MORALITY
I HATE PROTESTANT MORALITY
I HATE PROTESTANT MORALITY
I HATE PROTESTANT MORALITY
>>10851Well, that's good news.
>>10880protestants are atheists
>>10872Congrats! Glad you got through the wait!
>>10887thxsies, still need to go freeze a 2nd one on monday doe, but after that i'll just call my endo and get back on estrogens
>>10881No, nobody will be breeding in the communist future. It makes Mother Nature very upset, you know?
>>10886Lol what?
>>10893protestanism is a branch of "christianity" that completely forgets about the "christian" part to make space for feudal and capital worship.
they're not baptized, they're branded like cattle
and sold as such to their masters.
test 123456
>>10894Please explain where in the bible it says you have to worship the child abuser with the funny hat who sits on the golden throne?
>>10906Look, all religions are fake, might as well pick one with most aura.
>>10894Catholicism and Orthodoxy were founded by the Roman empire tho not Jesus Christ
>>10822>how it evolved into this theory i have that the more to the north you go in America life is worth even lessexplain dis pls
>>10915The Roman Empire was Jesus'
>>10916well despite whatever goes on in Chile apparently they still have a lot of social programs like meals for kids in school
society is more community centered
then the further north you go it's all US proxies and Satan himself
and then there's Canada who might as well be secretly genociding it's natives
Can you teach me some Mexican lgbt slang, Sabiny.
>>10922"jotos" means faggot
and to sound cuter some people say "jochis"
>>10926if you mean like, positive lgbt slang, uhhh, i suck at it cus i kinda had next to no experience with the community other than seein from afar and the usual closeted experience
>OP can't jerk it without porn
interesting
>>1092241 is the funny gay number
>>10798>transhumanistesAugmentation over blueprint changes
>>10796transhumanist here, who the fuck is this guy
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