I’m not on hrt, if I was everyone would notice and I would have to humiliate myself my coming out to everyone I know, I would also still look like a guy but my voice would be more whiny and annoying
I just wish I was born a cis Woman, I wouldn’t have to get hrt I wouldn’t have to have surgeries and I would have to worry about medication that permanently alters my body and would ruin my life if I regretted taking it
If I want to go on hrt it would have to be when I am in a place where I can live by myself, which will be never and at that point it would be pointless, at that point I would have never lived as a woman, it would only change how I look and sound