ive been confused with my gender, i want to be a boy but at the same time a girl. i feel likd i cant be bigender because people have told me thats just a “stepping-stone” gender. ive been repressing the male part of me since forever. its like i want to dress like a girl but also a boy, but i want to be a boy. its really confusing. ive been trying to repress this part of me and just be a normal girl but its not working. does anyone know whats going on?