Greetings, I am a scientist, a chemist to be more precise. It has been through years of hard work, countless experiments, and sleepless nights that I have stumbled upon something… extraordinary.
It all started with my work on hormone replacement therapy (HRT). I was tasked with developing more efficient, less invasive treatments for people transitioning. As a chemist, I was fascinated by the complex interactions of hormones in the human body. I saw the nuances and how each chemical change could impact both the mind and body. But even as I created better formulas, I found myself growing increasingly frustrated. There had to be something beyond the traditional treatments, something deeper, something that could change the very foundation of what it meant to be.
It was during an experiment aimed at optimizing synthetic estrogen levels that I discovered something I hadn’t expected - a compound, one that reacted far more potently than any hormone I’d ever studied. At first, I thought it was just an anomaly, an accident of molecular interference. But when I ran the tests again, the results were unmistakable: this substance didn’t just alter the body, it seemed to reach deeper into the psyche, into the very essence of identity itself.
I called it Jenkem, named after my ex Jenkane, it was a mind-numbingly awesome drug that has very heavy effects all due to the synthesizing process which involves fermenting feces and urine. Yes, fermenting, for you see Jenkem is the gas produced that can be collected and inhaled, it is not the urine and feces themselves. It can be so potent it would not only turn you into a man or a woman but also into a jolly african-american. What struck me most was how Jenkem interacted with the brain. It wasn’t just physical - it was psychological, emotional, even intellectual. The people I tested it on reported an overwhelming sense of clarity, a sudden and intense understanding of who they were and what they wanted to become. It wasn’t just a shift in appearance or gender identity - it was a total recalibration of the self. I noticed it first in the volunteers - small things at first. A twitch in their eyes, a strange hum in their voices, an odd shift in the way they spoke. They began to describe experiences that didn’t make sense, impossible things. One volunteer claimed to have “seen the true form” of her body, a form “beyond flesh.” Another started drawing strange symbols, spiraling patterns that had no place in the world of geometry or science.
And then, there was the matter of the dreams. Oh the dreams. You see if you get just the right combination of foods and drinks the jenkem you produce will have certain effects. As for the effects of the dreams, they would last anywhere from 12 hours to a week, but what was certain was that each time a jenkem user had woken up from their dream they would accurately predict the near future, or so we thought at first…
You see the first prediction was none other than 9/11, the test subject was an arab man who's strain of jenkem we would dub "Iraqi Mudbombs": A combination of dates, figs, and camel meat. A sweet tasting, potent strain. I cannot for one describe the horror and dread that had arrived when the words of that man began to take place. We did several other tests before the US government had intervened to cancel our research and put us on a gag order. It was too late for us to realize that the first dreamer was none other than one of the plane hijackers. He had become a part of his vision. And we let so many others do the same. I haven't slept because of how much it gnaws at my consciousness, that I am responsible for causing so many disasters and world changing events, but what concerns me most is that ANYONE could do it through the right combinations, through the right consumption. once they inhale the jenkem their fate is set. I release this list of experiments not as a warning but as an explanation, the least I could do to explain how it works, so you can have a chance to prevent it, or at the very least use the knowledge to save humanity.
As for me this is it, I am going to inhale a special suicidal jenkem gas, may Jenkem have mercy on my soul.
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