WAHHHH I just wanna be a faggy little deerboy but I’m trapped in this dumb big boy body and it’s so annoying. i just want to be a cute little bisexual dear who beautiful women of all genders fawn (heh) over but instead I have this!!!! I thought I was trans for so long but I think I’m just nb and annoyed by my boy body but doing girl stuf and transitioning made the confusion worse. AHHH!!!!!
Im built too boyish for my outside to match my inside AHHH
>transitioning made the confusion worse
I think you would like male aging a lot less.
You might be able to paper mache some antlers, I imagine the real deal would be kinda heavy for a hat.
>>4474>agingbeen thinking about this recently. not instead of but in addition to the other problems experienced. people seem to not want to be a woman/man but a girl/boy.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Displacement_(psychology) >>4476I dont think displacement really describes what is going on here, its more like simple substitution. You want to be cute. Boys can be cute, girls can be cute, women can be cute, not men though. So as you age out of boy/girl, becoming woman is an obvious choice.
>>4477Untrue. Men can be cute
>>4474>>4477there are some interesting points here and fwiw i think partially what's going on here is that i lost like 120+ pounds coming out of college and kinda naturally transitioned from fat college male to skinnyfat but was able to wear small clothes and stuff and i still wear gay stuff and croptops and skirts and whatnot and so the natural getting less cute thing didn't happen to me yet. i think anyone can be cute, surely, but male aging is scary. i want elf aging. orlando bloom is cute as an elf.
>>4481Please do not use Hollywood celebrities as a benchmark lest you be horribly disappointed, you have neither the genes nor access to cosmetic procedures like they do. If you stay a man you will age like your dad.
>>4481Even women age. You won't stay as an ethereal twink forever without something like VR… Or just become a vtuber.
>>4490You can squeeze lot more good years out of womanhood though. Twinks hit the wall by early-to-mid 20s, women can drag it out all the way till 40.
>>4492Some women are more fortunate than others, and even then an amab person taking estrogen is different than a cis woman.
Never related to a thread so badly before. I despise my disgusting masculine body so much. i just wish i could be a pretty elegant feminine boy. The only thing people recommend me is transitioning but i dont want to be a girl either, maybe ill just never be happy.
It sounds like you all are non-binary.
i too wish i was a twink. or hunkish. i would honestly be anyone else that isn't myself
>>4542But i just want to be a femboy and possibly also a girl, i dont want to just be relagated to just "non-binary"
>>4493Is it even worth taking estrogen then if it wont even prevent my twink death? My life is basically over when i hit twink death, besides my body is laready incredibly masculine enough as is. I want to cry, why was i cursed like this
op again and I’ve done some thinking. The thing you’re missing is that non binary isn’t good enough. Being a femboy isn’t right or good enough.
I’ve been promised success in embodying an archetype if only I try, work out, improve my social skills. I can be anything, and that neurosis is buried so deep within me and I don’t know if it’ll ever come out. It’s compounded by contemporary theories of gender that suggest it’s all constructed and I can just choose. I actually agree with that completely, but it doesn’t soothe the ache of being unable to fundamentally, ontologically change my entirety to match an interiority that’s just. Fabricated. It doesn’t exist. It’s all ego. But I can’t square any of it.
I think I just need to meditate and find acceptance or soemthing but it hurts so much