No matter what i do, ill never be happy with my body. . . If i dont take hrt, ill hit twink death and end up with a disgusting old masculinized body. If i do take hrt, ill end up with shrunken balls and a weird fucked up dick. . Either way, ill still be

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Anonymous 17-01-26 05:12:03 No.5929

No matter what i do, ill never be happy with my body.

If i dont take hrt, ill hit twink death and end up with a disgusting old masculinized body. If i do take hrt, ill end up with shrunken balls and a weird fucked up dick.
Either way, ill still be stuck in a body im extremely uncomfortable in.

Im simply not compatible with this existence. Suicide is the only option left for me

Anonymous 17-01-26 07:04:59 No.5933

Can't you use testosterone gel to stop your dick from atrophying or something?

Anonymous 17-01-26 07:38:50 No.5934

>>5933
yes, but that only stops atrophying. My balls would still shrink, my cum would still turn clear, my orgasms would still become weird, etc.

Anonymous 17-01-26 09:26:18 No.5937

>>5934
wigga do you want to stay a child or some shit

Anonymous 17-01-26 15:54:07 No.5939

>>5934
>my cum would still turn clear
I've met a few trans women that had normal looking cum, not sure what their routine was.
>my orgasms would still become weird
Weird, but better.

SabinyAK 17-01-26 19:58:23 No.5940

someone said that the way dick atrophy works is "use it or lose it"
meaning that if you keep using it it probably won't

most trans porn actresses i've seen have fairly normal penises

Anonymous 17-01-26 20:32:05 No.5941

>>5940
Yeah just research DIY HRT instead of relying on retarded doctors who only care about profit, you'll be fine

Anonymous 17-01-26 21:09:31 No.5942

>>5934
Is that really such a big deal? especially compared to a masculinized body

Anonymous 18-01-26 00:17:48 No.5943

>>5942
Its a big deal to me, I dont want to have to feel dysphoric about my genitals for the rest of my life.
>>5940
From what ive seen, most of them have horrifically tiny balls and barely cum at all, it just makes me more terrified of starting hrt.
>>5941
I did research diy hrt. Its what ive been planning to do, but ball shrinkage is still irreversible so i cant bring myself to do it. I just have to kill myself

Glowing kale !!YKiId/CC1A 18-01-26 00:58:40 No.5944

>>5943
>ball-shrinkage
autism

Anonymous 18-01-26 01:43:19 No.5945

>>5943
>dysphoric
Why do you want to stop masculinization if you don't want to be a woman? You know there's things you take just to stop hair loss and stuff right?

Anonymous 18-01-26 02:03:40 No.5946

>>5945
I dont want to be a woman, and i dont want to be a man. Something is deeply wrong with me and it can never be fixed. Stopping hair loss isnt enough when theres so many other things masculinization will do to me that will utterly ruin my body.

Anonymous 18-01-26 02:30:43 No.5947

>>5946
Would have probably been good to open with the fact that you're nonbinary. I'm sure you can find other nb people to ask about getting the body you want. Some specialists might be able to help too but that's always gonna be a toss up.

SabinyAK 18-01-26 03:17:45 No.5948

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>>5941

oh i don't mind, if my dick fell off the next day i'd be perfectly fine with it.

i might freeze some sperm tho.

Anonymous 18-01-26 04:15:38 No.5949

>>5947
> nonbinary
Why has everyone forgotten about gnc?

Anonymous 18-01-26 05:48:15 No.5950

>>5947
I dont think im nonbinary either. Closest to what i want to be is a femboy, but it seems impossible to be a femboy forever without doing hrt, so im still screwed.

Anonymous 18-01-26 06:52:47 No.5951

>>5949
>Why has everyone forgotten about gnc?
They literally said they don't want to be male or female, that's called nonbinary.
>>5950
>I dont think im nonbinary either. Closest to what i want to be is a femboy
…okay fine, GNC it is.

I don't think being a femboy with smaller testicles is as bad as you think. They don't even shrink that much. Look into it some more.

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