repression general - "its over" edition
finally i can stop using 4chan now that this board exists
i jakked off so much that i like self-inserting as the cute and feminine women, and now i want to be the cute feminine women. but i cant be cute feminine women because of reality. i must kill myself
>>677>>674Repressing is anti-materialist. You're thinking you can deny the reality that you are a woman just by willpower, but will is nothing compared to reality. It's not dialectial either to deny a fundemental desire and part of yourself. Eventually you will transition anyway when you are much older and have absolutely no chance to pass. If you are under 30 there is no excuse for repressing.
>>678The choice is between repressing and perma-manmoding, and as a perma-manmoder I honestly think the better option is repressing. I have to deal with all the misery of repressing with the added paranoia about people finding out im on e
>>678women aren't real, stupid fagh
>I-I'm trans!
<The fuck? Have you really been sedated and emasculated through bourgeoisie spectacle psyops to the point that you'd sacrifice your proletarian virility in favor of short-term euphoria? Get your shit together, pick yourself off the bootstraps and get back to studying Dialectical Econophysics and lifting weights you fag
>Yes Daddy Marx…..
>>745you deny yourself the power of muscle mommydom
>>674dude this board is going to end up like /tttt/ won't it
Being on hormones doesn’t actually stop you from being fit or part of a party or a militia
/leftytttt/
repression is counterrevolutionary
>>745you will literally never getting in a physical confrontation with """fascists"""
>>745Learn parkour, martial arts, and how to handle weapons both of the self defense kind like pepper spray and shit to kill like guns.
Also condition your body. Do all of this while transitioning too. If you have all these skills then at worst you'll go with a fight.
Repping is a big trap because it seems like a good option but the longer you do it the higher your chances of killing yourself out of regret, which ironically makes it very unsafe. Repping is deadly. You're killing yourself.
>>677you should probably quit porn. not in the "it'll cure your agp" way but in the "it'll improve your mood and help you find the courage to transition" way. makes it easier to find a BF too
>>798
>parkour>pepper sprayHoly LARP
how is this board different from tttt? it's just slower whats the point?
>>678This. This is how we differentiate ourselves from /tttt/.
>>740This too.
>>745You are completely delusional
No, sis, you are not repping because you will nobly sacrifice yourself for le revolution which is coming any day now. You are repping because you are brainwormed by self bigotry. Also you are a coward
Shut the fuck up and take your pills, Alice
>>678How can I know if this is reality or just my delusion? How can I tell if this is "fundamental" or superficial?
And why 30 is cutoff and not 25 or 20?
>>677>>800I can't even watch porn anymore - pleasure gone, it's just sh now
>>745>>745trvke, there's literally only 1 non femboy millennial twink looking dude on the left (hasan), if you want to be Lenin you gotta repress (I WILL NOT kill myself)
>>853>hasan>twink lookingdo you even know what twink means???
>>867it's literally just any softboy/guy that isn't roided up. do you even know how to ask questions???
>>745There is another thread on the board about a trans revolutionary fighter in the Philipenes who was recently martyred. This is not an excuse. You will probably be able to serve the revolution better after transitioning because you will have solved a difficult internal contradiction within yourself, placing yourself in a better position for revolutionary work.
sometimes when i feel really malebrained, i start having fantasies of being a cold stoic sniper who loves animals but will be ur worst nightmare if u ever beyray or cross him……..
>>3486maybe i could be the woman version of tjat
>>3486>being a cold stoic sniper who loves animalsreminder sociopaths are fine with animals and babies because they cant go against them
>>3561lolwat? no. sociopathy and psychopathy are both associated with antisocial behaviour and a lack of concern for others. even narcissists if you are confusing them here, can be cruel to animals and babies even with relatively few psychopathic/sociopathic traits
>>745already got a lot of good replies but I bet repressing will make you a weaker and unhealthier and less helpful communist than the other way around
>>3563Animal cruelty is not the crystal ball pop psychologists pretend it is.
>>3563depends
antisocial people sometimes try to justify their behavior by feigning empathy for the most weak (animals and children)
not all the time tho
tony soprano is a famous fictional example of this, btw
>>678Transitioning itself is anti-materialist
Just fucking do it. Just fucking do it is the answer to like, everything that isn't a hatecrime tbpfh. If it sucks, stop. Cause and effect.
>>739you could take anti-androgens and raloxifene
once did those filters and looked so pretty talked to sooo many people but some sad dude started raging that i wouldnt meet them irl and i deleted my profile. i think i might just draw the pain away tbh.
take pills or GRIND FOR 5000 HOURS MODELING/DRAWING
>>3580Marxist materialism is about how ideas are determined by the mode of reproduction. Gender is an ideal that is subject to the material conditions of pussy/peen/nonbinary-p
Im new here. Is this place more postive than 4chan?
>>3661its almost as retarded tbh
>>3661I mean, a barrel of suicidal emo teens are more positive than 4chan, it's not a high bar. They're like, the digital embodiment of depression.
I would say that anything leftist is inherently more positive anyway though, considering that we want to improve life for people, instead of bringing them all down just to make ourselves feel better in comparison like nazis want.
>>3661Yes but they are just a little shy so sometimes you need to give them a bit of encouragement
I spent many years repressing and enby coping, please just try estrogen it may just save your life.
dad just found my sissy cage…
>>3688I did try it years ago and got scared and dropped it
>>3580>changing your material conditions to make yourself happy is anti-materialisthurr.
anti-materialism is to just deny something and not think about it, like repressing as anon said.
>>3688My brain is incapable of seeing myself as a woman. Even if I took estrogen, my mom looked very masculine so id probably still look like a man because of genetics. Ill always be trapped forever as a man
>>3676chan's lgbt board isnt filled with nazis like some of the other boards. And im a leftist and still depressed.
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