>>681>>684Well then that sounds like gender dysphoria, just without the accompanying body dysmorphia. I think many trans people have both, although to what extent the discomfort with their body is down to viewing it as essential to their gender presentation (I need to get bottom surgery so that I am always being perceived as my gender by others) vs essential to their own self-perception (I need to get bottom surgery because I cannot I am viscerally at odds with how my body makes me feel about my gender).
In your case you want to live as a woman and the desire to look like a woman is just going to be pragmatically borne out of a desire to have your gender respected by others rather than something you need to feel at ease with yourself.
The question is whether since you do actually feel at ease and happy in a natural male body, whether transitioning beyond social transition will cause you distress and body dysmorphia as you realise that the associated changes affect you and not just how others perceive you.
So the question is, are you confident that you're actually totally indifferent to your body and are willing to do with it whatever will help ease your gendered performance, or are you actually happily male but unhappily a man in which case your best bet is just to be an androgynous NB and struggle to be respected as not-a-man.