>>799>>813I was where you both were about a decade ago. gonna be a longer more difficult road, and you probably need to figure out how to pay for FFS and whatever else might help (BA, BBL, etc), but there's light at the end of the tunnel I promise. get hustling or find a state where it's covered or marry into good health benefits (that's what I did), whatever you gotta do
>>815yeah it was this kinda shit that cracked me in the first place. mostly body hair and I still haven't finished zapping it all. that second wave of masculinization as you approach 30 is fucked up shit