I'm sorry I'm not a good aspiring faggotran im sorry I'm not a good retard
I'm sorry I dont have interests or fixations or hopes or aspirations
I'm sorry I sit around burning my wrists with ciggerettes and doomscrolling 4chan, rotting my brain cells
I'm sorry I don't try.
I'm sorry I hide so much from all these people that have dedicated themselves to keeping me alive
I'm sorry I'm not helping them back.
I promise I will
I promise I will get a job before I commit,
I promise I will impress all these fuckers and buy them pipes and fuck them in the ass if they want to
But i know ill never get better
Why are you sorry? Your life is uniquely yours. Dont apologize for existing, thats cringe. We all have maladaptive coping mechanisms but it doesn't define us. We’re all just humans having a human experience. I wont tell you “its gonna be ok,” but just know that your life is your own and your choices define it
>>8487>I promise I will impress all these fuckersAnd theres your problem. You owe nobody anything. Stop living for others.
>>8487eh a lot of people are pretty fucked up and do drugs and crime and bullshit
Anyhow you just have to search around a lot and try a bunch of things before you can make life slightly more bearable and limit the blast radius of your dysfunctions a little.