I don’t know what happened today because for the longest time I’ve had feelings of wanting to be the opposite sex really just so I would be looked at less weirdly for the stuff I like and I would be judged for acting a certain way.
But I feel like today there has been an especially strong feeling for wishing I was a woman, I literally looked at video ddlc cosplayer and felt like cry because I could never be or look like her no matter how hard I tried
It’s useless anyway, I’m too ugly and hairy to ever to ever be a girl and too weak and pathetic to ever be a man and I’m just too fucked up looking in general to be non binary