I hate that I constantly get victimized and have ppl be meanie faces to me, but the moment I do anything I'm a predator whose off to get V-coded in prison.
I kinda just hate being a woman in general, but I hate being a man even more. I don't desire to dominate others or submit, I just want to be an equal.
I just wish I wasn't apart of a group that is constantly a joke to 99% of humanity. I don't even feel like I belong to trans spaces, I don't really get along with most trans ppl.
I feel like I'm literally just a cis woman in my life, but fate decided that my body be 95% cis, well besides a lack of a functioning vagina/uterus.
Damn, I wish I had a vagina.
I hate having a penis.
I need srs so badly.
Also mods, sowwy for shitting up the board.
Just stop caring
I don't necessarily like being bisexual and attracted to men, women, and trans women (male, female, genderfluid, etc.) either, but these are things you don't have a choice with. You are who you are, and you just have to deal with the cards you're dealt in the best way possible.
What’s with this automisandry on this board?
>>9769>get victimized and have ppl be meanie faces to me, but the moment I do anything I'm a predator whose off to get V-coded in prison. Im not even trans and I have been thinking about this for a long time now. You are in a positions where you essentially have to just take everything they do to you and you arent even allowed to retaliate in any way. I used to wonder why the trans population is taking so much shit without organizing some sort of self defense collective but then i read about shit like v-coding and how the cops salivate at the mouth of the though of hurting you and now i get it completely. Its still so unfair. This is among other things that solidified me in my opinions and why i militantly shit on anyone who says the trans question needs to be dropped by commies because of muh optics.
>>9783
She literally said it in the post. Her being a hottie means nothing when shes seen as a literal subhuman by most of the country. Theres more to life than looking good.
>>9785I can sympathise, but being a leftist already means you're a subhuman to many anyways, just find your people
>>9786This. People need to stick together and cross-struggle solidarity goes a long way. Few things bring people together as well as being rejected by society does. This also explains a lot of the "femboys are fascists" meme. Living on the fringes of society brings together people that you would never think would get along
>>9787To add, im not suggesting cozying up to fascists i just put it there as an example
>>9788I want to cozy up with some femboys alright, and OP too for that matter
>>9780>sees gender dysphoria >starts talking about automisandry Please please please please please kill yourself
>>9882
>but why is she supposed to care?
She is in constant danger of violence, rape and even murder what the fuck are you on?
>>9884he's a moron who thinks the worst trans women have to face is mean words on twitter lol despite OP already bringing up actual issues like v-coding
>>9887Shit like v-coding makes me kirkenuinely want to kidnap and rape a corrections officer in minecraft. Its impossible to have that job voluntarily and be a good person.
I don’t know how you’d find it because I’m a cishet but there is this thing people are calling “trans joy” and I’d suggest trying to find it wherever you can, in a partner, a hobby, community, drugs, I don’t fucking know
>>9891
If she gets sick of the abuse and hits back, yes she will. The state has no mercy for its undesirables.
>>9796Isn’t that what you image board users do already? And again, Insee a lot of gender dysphoria discussion being based around hating being a man.
I never see any gender dysphoria for not wanting to be a woman
And please stop spamming kys for every opinion that doesn’t appeal to your groupthink
>>9901If you stopped being stupid I wouldn’t tell you to kys
>>9910Isn’t that what a lot of imageboard users talk about doing anyway because “tfw no gf/bf”?
>>9923
You are deluding yourself if you think europe is any better. Not nearly as bad as the us but there is practically no place where transwomen are safe. Their situation is like that of the jews after expulsion by the romans. No country to call home and trying to survive in countries that barely tolerate them and that are rapidly turning more fascist by the day. They need to organize and form a coherent cause that will attract allies and form a basis from which they have at least some leverage and an ability to defend themselves at least on a street level. They need support from commies more than anything and hazoids who say otherwise should be bullied out of the movement.
>>9929If Cymru or Euskal Herria were freed these nations would be save havens for trans people.
>>9780>>9901>>9916lmfaoooo newgene's brain finally fully melted. im surprised it didnt happen sooner tbh
>>9769men aren't so bad. just be one of the good ones, it's all you can do. also you're pretty cute, so you won't have a problem getting what you want, male or female.
>>9962>be one of the good onesAKA sell out completely to those that hate you and parrot their nonsense in the vague hope they will spare you (they wont). I kirkenuinely hope this is bait.
>>9950Glownonymous talking about melted brains when they spam the dumbest shit
>>9961>trans-codedWhere?
>>9974the fetishization
you had a catgirl literally updating her name
did i mention they're literally fucking catgirls?
>>9970nah, I was more talking about trying to just be as principled and moral as you can be without being a cuck to feminists or whatever other man hating group exists out there. if all men just acted with integrity and kept themselves in check (granted, a hard thing to do for some), then the tarnished reputation of men as, oh I don't know, HALF THE FUCKING SPECIES wouldn't be so credible.
>>9979That doesn’t sound like transhumanist ness
>>9980Fair point. But women have the same problem as well.
Transphobia isn’t a male problem exclusively
>>9979Can i get a quick rundown on why dogplay is such a common kink amongst transfems?
>>9986You dont have to think, someone takes care of you, and considers you cute. Appeal to anyone who has lot of shit to deal with.
>>9986i had a poem about being like a stray cat because one day i might leave and not come back
but i think it's basically
>>9987 + a clear generational interest on petplay
>>10000if i hadn't got it one of you retards would've wasted it
>>9999You post her a lot, is she your transition goal?
>>10006>haunted by her pastI'd actually live to hear some SabinyAK lore, if you are comfortable sharing.
>>10007i used to be a very edgy teen, reppressed a lot, thought if i joined the military they would fix me til i started wondering what would actually happen while being locked with a bunch of men in one of the most homoerotic scenarios ever, so i thought and at the time i didn't really had any idea of what trans people were, i just knew that there was "the surgery" and i was like "hey if everything else fails i can always just get the surgery and retire into Vallarta to become a post-op pornstar and hang around druglords and such
then i discovered HRT existed and i was like "wow, so i might not have to kill myself anymore"
so i started taking steps towards that and then my mom found me with makeup and then my grandma found me on a skirt and i got kicked out, so i came back to live at the old house i grew up in, i never quite stopped being a "bellicist" but at least now that i'm thinking about having children i grew out of my "accelerationist" phase since i now have to think about leaving my children a world to live in and so on and so on…
i'm leaving to live in Spain with my bf in a couple months, which is interesting because i used to be very Aztecpilled and he's sometimes kind of a light-hispanist
and i'm sometimes kind of a light-indigenist and ironic third worldist
people think that i'm racist but i've never been racist, most of my affiliations with "third positionist" groups were mostly strategic trying to inject marxism into their circles
and most of my edgy comments are rooted on materialistic critique
>>10008>so i started taking steps towards that and then my mom found me with makeup and then my grandma found me on a skirt and i got kicked out, so i came back to live at the old house i grew up in, i never quite stopped being a "bellicist" but at least now that i'm thinking about having children i grew out of my "accelerationist" phase since i now have to think about leaving my children a world to live in and so on and so on…Be honest: Are you wanting children out of some vicarious desire?
>>10008"Bellicist"? That's so gross. Change.
>>10010idk what "vicarious" means in this context but no, not really.
i was actually worried at first it was maybe me trying to fill into my parents expectations but sooner i started to think that even tho the idea of starting a family finally clicked for me as a woman
i decided i shouldn't do this even for me or as a desire to "break the cycle"
nearly if not all i do from the moment i arrive in Spain is gonna be for my children
>>10012I can't support an unjust peace over a just war
i can't be both extremely honest and naive and also not be ready for the storm
that is approaching >>10024Black hair suits you really well. You have an interesting aesthetic that i cant really name or put my finger on.
>>10024You look cool af now
maybe also darker shade of lipstick, like dark red?
your light eyes as contrast looks very good against the black hair in any case
>>10025like vamp core or something?
>>10031>>10025ive had someone say I look like mave from that shitty pixar movie
>>10031>>10032Yeah like her if she was skinnier. Though you kinda remind me of one of those porcelain dolls like the ones people in the 19th century used to keep in their houses, and i mean that in the best way possible.
>>10024Idk what you feel so insecure about
>>10047Probably just social acceptance and fear of violence from rightoids. Hard to accept that most people hate you just because you exist and you cant even retaliate because you are at the mercy of a society and state that wants you dead.i doubt a lot is about looks because she's objectively insanely cute though she has dick dysphoria which is a SERIOUS insecurity for certain transwomen. This is just my educated guess as a cis moid.
Would you want to play Zomboid again sometime Erva? Sadly I realized that I don't have it in me for the Gregtech grind
>>10052is there a leftypol mc server?
>>10048> I doubt a lot is about looks because she's objectively insanely cute though she has dick dysphoria which is a SERIOUS insecurity for certain transwomen. This is just my educated guess as a cis moid.Irony is, the whole reason for patriarchal hysteria against trans women is because most of them arent considered attractive enough to pass as women.
I guarantee that if transgender women were all innately 1:1 physiognomic copies of beautiful ciswomen, the hysteria against them would be more about them being alleged homewreckers and sexual predators of boys.
>A transhumanist MILF took my son's virginity and made him not want girls>My father was seduced by a younger translady and now he's left my mom >>10052sure winky
I honestly thought you lost all interest in talking to me
>>9974>everyone using a fucking PROXY is the same personlol get a fucking life you autistic loser. imagine whining 24/7 on some niche imageboard about ageism or misandry of all things LMFAO, or at least do it outside the queer board
>>10091as I said I dont really like how i look in mirror shots
I like how I look in the mirror irl
just not in mirror shots
also Im a bpd attention whore so sorry about everything guys
Mods, permaban this person for self doxxing.
>>10091Taking a selfie with a laptop is peak schizo.You are really pretty.
you are hot and I wanna breed u
>>10024oh god what I would do to you,I would make that lil cracker assholesuck my dick like a mouth, yeehaw
>>10250>>10251My fantasy is just buying her estrogen and going out to the woods to discuss radical literature and shoot guns around a campfire but you do you man.
>>10254
Post physique.
>>10252uhhhh
that sounds so hot
do you got an @
>>10252>>10277I'd love to do that with you
but only if I get to cuddle up against you in a sleeping bag
>>10251I've seen you bother me across the chans
stop bothering me
>>10279sorry but I can just imagine what it would be like to fondle your penis through your panties as I licked your ear
>>10277This is scaring me
>>10277>do you got an @Yeah, I do but kinda dont want to doxx myself in front of everyone. Also im a Eastern Euro thirdie and really plain looking so maybe not how you imagined the whole situation. We can get chatting though if you have some way i can safely send you my telegram or whatever app you wanna use.
>>10281when it becomes our turn
well hang fuckers like you from the nearest tree
>>10286
Added. I have a certain vaccination meme in the pfp.
She's pretty gap moe
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