/siberia/ - Off-topic

Having an anxiety attack.

It was nice at the beginning, I went seeing people playing music, good local musicians, met a friend I didn't see in a long while, had a few beers, everything was nice.

Then it went to shit pretty quickly: we went to another bar that was closing like retards, one regular woman who is in her 50s but still sexy af was talking to some aggressive motherfucker who looked really high on cocaine and his weird drunk friend who immediately mumbled to me "if anyone has a problem, I will beat them up", like wut?
We were supposed to go to another bar to chill out with other regulars, but like a drunk dumbass she kept talking to the sketchy ass people instead of following us, so she grabbed me and asked me to bring her to the subway station, but it was too late, they wouldn't stop harassing us. She hugged me like I was her bf, was almost crying, saying "I know anon, I don't know you". I tried to tell them calmly but firmly she was afraid and to let us go to the station, and they still wouldn't fuck off.

So my instinct was "Let's go to the main square, so everyone can see us, then we can get you a taxi like the sketchy guy said".

Luckily some young men who looked like business school students immediately reacted seeing the whole situation, and seemed to be truly concerned and wanted to protect her, they even thought I was one of the harassers lol.
We had some talk, explained the situation, I said to the one of the harasser, "man you keep saying 'I won't rape you', why are you saying this?" but at some point, I told one of the young men, "I'm getting the fuck out of there, this guy will want to fuck me up once she is safely home" and I fleed quietly as soon as they all forgot I even existed.

I feel like such a coward and maybe the young men were also rapists, but I already got assaulted last week, I still have a headache where my aggressor repeatedly punched me, so fuck it. I'm not a damn superhero.
Our fucking corrupt politicians created this whole mess, copying our policies on dying America, and this is the result, and we can't even carry guns.
I'm thinking of carrying at least some pepper spray, maybe a knife too, in my left hand to strike at the liver like my ex-military told me (but if you use it wrong, it's game over). Or maybe get a firearm permit and one of these concealable guns, or legal revolvers. Learning a martial art, taking self-defense classes, I don't know, I'm lost, but I need to GTFO of this declining shithole, it wasn't that way 3 years ago.
FUCK

>>650282
Sounds fun.

>>650282
>I feel like such a coward and maybe the young men were also rapists, but I already got assaulted last week, I still have a headache where my aggressor repeatedly punched me, so fuck it. I'm not a damn superhero.
Our fucking corrupt politicians created this whole mess, copying our policies on dying America, and this is the result, and we can't even carry guns.
I'm thinking of carrying at least some pepper spray, maybe a knife too, in my left hand to strike at the liver like my ex-military told me (but if you use it wrong, it's game over). Or maybe get a firearm permit and one of these concealable guns, or legal revolvers. Learning a martial art, taking self-defense classes, I don't know, I'm lost, but I need to GTFO of this declining shithole, it wasn't that way 3 years ago.
FUCK


America is safer now than it was years ago. Murder and rape were more common and often went unreported or was judicially neglected.

Also you bar-hopping especially tailing after some sexy milf with no common sense is just asking for trouble.
But hey who am I to judge.

But for real I avoid alcohol in social settings like crazy. I especially avoid drunks.
They're given too much sympathy from society.

Just staying baked as usual. No real plans. I played some Skyrim and Ballad of Gay Tony on my ps3 and I'm going to watch Licorice Pizza later. And I'm watching John Adams too. I also want to play some Civ6. And I want to finish reading my book. There are not enough hours in the day. I wasted too much on the games. I have a few things I have to cook tomorrow that I can get seasoned and prepped tonight too. Hell it's almost 3 am.

Broke up with gf and took sleeping pills to get over the day. Today is kinda fine going to smoke dude weed lmao and play my autism simulators.

I have nothing to do, nowhere to be, no one to know.

>>655366
So a regular day then?

today i will read slop

i woke up too late to realistically walk anywhere today so i'm probably just gonna goon to gay porn and depress for the rest of the day, maybe rewatch some anime

>>655452
Try doing 10 jumping jacks and reward yourself with guilt free gooning.

literally no plans, just uni and that's it…

Getting wasted home with too much of the green stuff and 4 liters beer and medicine. I just hope I wouldnt have hangover on workers day and for once join worker march now that I joined party.

>>655366
Grace chan this is always your home bro/sis.

>>655520
What happened?

>>655635 thanks for asking, but i'm sorry, i'm not ready to talk about it. shouldn't have mentioned it

>>655496
Why not bring the party to them?

>>655740
Hope shit gets better for you, friend. Melhoras.

>>655743 obrigado ❤

rotting on IRC, trying different servers. canternet is based but kinda dead. also applying for TOEFL certificate so I have all requirements to study abroad in china
>>655366
same on the third part
>>655635
le brazil experience, the only remedy is immigration tbh.
>>655740
melhoras

Frrriiiidaaay night motherfuckers

Watchin Hulu

Damn I was wasted yesterday when I was posting here.

Was at a counter protest against right-wing march. Ended up sucessful, march had to be disolved because they got blocked for hours and couldnt get to their destination.

I had a mad headache and was throwing up all night it was awful
I was going to get some steak cheese fries and play some darktide but I was all fucked up

>>656010
Migraine? I hope you feel better now!

Ooooooh I'm stroking it!

Currently at a party alone after my aquintaces left. Feel awkward as shit.

>>656063
The fuck does that have to do with anything?

>>656052
Thank you comrade I feel much better know. I managed to get some sleep and some food and im OK. Its a side effect from my antidepressants every few months I get ill like that for a day or so.

I really don't know what to do with myself. It all seems so pointless.

>>574471
poppin pills, eating weed, drinking coffee w sambucha, getting chinese food out of town with the fam, and whatever else comes my way.

Stay blessed frens.

After work I hope to have a few beers on a second story porch and do some writing. Then I might go see a movie and hang out with my cat before bed.

It's almost been four weeks since I last bust a nut. I'm gonna get high asf and fap a few out.

I think today is the day I switch out the blanket I put over my rotting old upholstered armchair for a clean one.

Tonight nothing, probably will spend the evening playing Heroes V. Tomorrow I would like to do something that has some small chance of meeting women, but I dont know what. Open to suggestions.
Since the hot season started already, women started dressing nicely again. Sometimes I like to go for a walk in the city just so I can see them.

I will do something!! For sure this night won't just slip away in a second as I keep zoning out!!

I have to work tomorrow I'm fucking killing myself

Walked for like four hours, now I am going to read some scifi book.

>>672026
AI?

Gonna hang out with wealthy druggy failsons just for an ounce of socialization and some free food.

>>665386
me too :C

>>655756
obrigado ❤
só seu post vi agora, desculpa

>>672031
Nope

Going to make grand plans of getting my shit together and then throw it all away.

I will read or something?? I don't know what to do!!

i'm downloading pirated: Horizon Zero Dawn. i just beat Sekiro (and will keep bragging about it forever because it was hard as balls!!!!!!!!!!!!) and I want to play something easier this time to chill a bit

what about you OP?!??!?!?!?!??!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!????!?!?!?!!!!?!?!?!!!?!?!!?!?!??!?!!?

>>680674
Good job on beating Sekiro!

>>680734 thanks!!!!!!!!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
hos is ur weekend going?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!!??!?