>>739151>maybe? but will i be the person they're looking for?i think that if we search deep inside ourselves and look at what we find, primarily we will find emptiness, around which illusory contents are built. our material components like dna and the environment in which we gestate, in and out of the womb, shape this formless mass of ideas, sense-perception, memories, experiences, and desires.
what we believe we have built, our personality, is really only the clumping together of a mass of randomly determined particles which cannot exist independently of each other. what this means is that all of us, all life on earth, the earth itself, and all components of the universe are one large illusory accumulation of material that cannot exist outside of the whole. negative can only exist if positive exists, creation can only exist if destruction exists. what this means is that none of us are really special or independent, as we are all just random configurations of the same pile of materials, even our intangible qualities. however, consciousness is a mechanism by which random configurations are given an outline. consciousness shapes the formless mass into a form, which only consciousness can comprehend, which according to the mathematical and scientific laws of the universe, are completely without sense. however, consciousness is its own sense, its own type of logic that flows just like mathematical logic, but in a different way.
what this means is that if there is someone your heart pines for, what it really wants as opposed to what you have been told is desirable (though, perhaps even this as well), then the person you're looking for is not only conceivably currently alive, it means that they *must* be alive, and looking for you, because everything already exists. time becomes irrelevant because it is also dependent on the existence of untime, i.e. eternity, which means eternity must exist. we all are inseparable parts of the whole, we come from the same source. i dont know why we feel like a half searching for the other half. logically, we must already be whole, as we are already connected to all that there is. however, we cant seem to shake this unconscious sense that something is missing. perhaps not all of us, but certainly i feel that way. there many scientific principles that state certain types of matter are attracted to each other, and invariably come together. i believe humans are no different, and we simply have the tendency to find this missing pair, wherever they may be.