It just hit me we dont have any general chit-chat threat, so here it is. Post whatever you want, share whatever you want.
436 posts and 200 image replies omitted.i wish i had a fat round ass
>>760216I also wish you had a fat round ass.
I've been praying for God recently. I have received unexplained signs unexpectedly, so I feel a little undignified praying for even more. I think maybe I am expecting too much, and I don't really know for sure what I am asking for. I think maybe just the strength to get through my situation, but can you really rely on God for that? I just don't understand why my situation has to be so bad. I pray for a sign or message or answer, but maybe what I am doing is not enough either. I haven't actually gone to a place of worship or anything, maybe that's what I need to do to get God to answer me.
I said something silly outloud, I don't know why I said it, I didn't entirely believe it or mean it I just felt like saying outloud "God is on my side" and something unexpected immediately happened. So there's that, but how can I ask for more?
>>762513you're falling into the confirmation bias rabbit hole after thinking karma is real and people "deserve" their place,many such cases
>>762513god wont answer because he’s not real. at least chatgpt will answer back and it’s also fake and gay!
>>762515care to elaborate?
>>762548what will more faith do? am I not already showing faith?
>>762576The idea of god and "signs" is a self fulfilling prophecy, you just end up seeing more of them after you start thinking they're real
>why my situation has to be this basUnironically, material conditions, people with no money for exemple can't have savings so if any cost gets added on top of them (medical for exemple) their situation implodes.
>>762576the only smart teaching of religious people is "god help those who help themselves". dont count on god to bail you out, work on it and if you get lucky it will work out and you can then attribute it to god if you prefer to think that
Well I took some of my old antidepressant prescriptions I had lying around.
Last time I took them long term it just made me numb and even more fatigued and didn't really help anything plus horrible sexual side effects like always.
But the thing is if you take them really short term for like a couple of days they work a little bit, but only for a couple of hours, like 3-4 hours at best, not 8 or a full day like they are supposed to.
taking then anti-depressant makes me feel conflicted because it really changes who I am. It made me realize I have a lot of like anger and aggression or something, I kind of just go around with all this aggression and primal energy.
I guess the anti-depressant almost makes me feel more 'light' which is probably how society expects or wants me to feel.
I think my emotions don't feel as raw or something so that's sort of good. I dunno, my situation and circumstances are kind of compounding and making my personal issues even more worse where as prior to all of this I mostly had them pretty under control I think.
I think I just often struggle with this really pronounced sad lonely feeling that is due to like abandonment and things like that, which really like goes all the way to the core of my being or soul. I think I'm always thinking that, I'm always acting out in that manner, this sense of abandonment. Oh my gosh.
https://youtu.be/xyAoMtFb0Rg?si=LVNBoq0p8RVeQ8e6holy shit the toxicity and long term effects jesus
>>762584actually that's kind of capitalist as well to think that a situation is always under a person's control and it's just a matter of pulling yourself by your boot straps or some idea. You don't know how bad a situation can get, my only option is to pray to God and ask for a miracle.
>>762584Should I "help myself" to my neighbors wives then?
>>762899Are you in a serious dilemma? If not, why waste your time demanding God to help you?
This is why religion doesn’t deserve respect. It’s just people being in denial about their lack of human agency to get what they’re want out of life
>>762941pretty much. You're doing it again, what are you, like a capitalist or something? you're pretty much equating all bad situations or outcomes to individual merit or effort.
There's not much I can really do, it's in God's or fates hands.
holy shit this is like the 3rd time I was recommended a spoken bible verse video and the image of it was jesus sitting in the same position I was in.
I am just not sure about all this religious stuff, I don't really take that as a real sign or anything. I guess I believe in God to an extent but I am not entirely religious.
They say all these great and miraculous things will happen to you if you follow and believe in the scripture, but there is no evidence or proof that this is true. They might as well just keep saying over and over again "yes, this is good to believe and be an exemplary pious person" they keep saying it's God, but it's just them equating it with good, or being upstanding and not actually having divine miracles happening. It's not a science I don't think.
I could easily see a bunch of rich mofos saying they are rich because of God, and that everyone who is ill favored economically or destitute is like just an unbeliever or is doing something wrong.
I really like the psalms they kind of speak to me, but the rest of the bible is sort of hit or mess to me, the writing just feels too archaic or rigid and dry
whenever the psalms come on it is like "ah yes, this is oddly comforting" like a familiar voice. I'm not sure why that is
>>765340I ate 3 bags of Haribo Starmix in one seating. I never wanted to drink so much water before that moment
>>762887I used to take antidepressants and I had the same feeling. Everything felt flat, sure i wasn't depressed anymore but I wasn't happy or angry neither. I've come to the conclusion that i'm right for being depressed, bitter and angry. I'm right and the world is wrong.
On a related note, I'm happy if faith works for you. I don't think I could do it, even if I consider myself a pretty spiritual person, albeit without sacrificing rationality. I won't say i believe in god, but i have encountered feelings or experiences that could be interpreted like that, I think it's something most imageboard users obviously lack.
probably because they're bots lmaoDuring COVID lockdowns I went full in on studying for IT shit like a good citizen, I got my school diplomas, got a nice paying job in space related stuff, all very cool right? Wrong, I feel like shit about it, I was foolishly hoping that by Integrating myself into modern society I would feel more accepted for who I am, I would be able to help organize my workplace and that I would feel like i was positively contributing to society. I was wrong, ofcourse I was, I have never felt as alienated and alone, I feel absolutely disgustef by myself too, knowing that the company is lying to me and my work is helping with the destruction of so many lives.
My plan now purely consists of going back to my original ideas, get some money and buy some land, grow veggies, sell them on markets. I could be doing this realistically in 2-3 years (I know people who did this sucesfully and I have experience, so I'm not jumping in blind like a purely idealistic retard). I'd just get enough money to get by and nothing more, but who gives a shit, I'd rather be poor and true to myself then anything else, modern life is literally killing me at high speed.
flood detected fuck you*
>>766155I used to be in the porn business and anger and bitterness is sexy with older women, but not if you want to have young wives.
Also your whole paragraphs read like unreasonable anger, you should find some way to deal with your anger and bitterness before you blow up, your phone.
>>766339why am i getting my cooch tickled seeing this?
I wonder if this will be a long hot summer in my area? It's expected to be in the 90+°F all next week. We're not even out of March yet! Ugh, I guess this is just is until it kill us maybe. Our summers are already long and hot enough. Although I think I do hate the cold more but luckily my area is usually not too cold at least not compared to much of the rest of the US.
>>767357isn't that just yearning?
>>767357Sehnsucht
It's often translated as yearning but it's not really the same.
>>767357>fictional beauty to which you know reality cant live up tothose are just hot women my dude, with good makeup and lightning this is easily achievable in reality
I want to remake the friday thread, does anyone have the OP video saved?
>>76736610/10 women are outside of my reality as well.
>>766156Why would i want young wives? Lmao
Anyway, you are probably right. I'm really deep into depression lately, I should get some drugs or something
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