It just hit me we dont have any general chit-chat threat, so here it is. Post whatever you want, share whatever you want.
531 posts and 247 image replies omitted.>>769355anyone else have that wierd masculine urge to be in a girl's night with many other girls, not even be invited for anything sexual? just be with them talking all pantyless in sleeping garments lying around watching films in blankets. bring them food not as some simp but to be one of the group so casually whereas no one covers up or looks at you scared feel like you're a creepy outsider? just lie there too watching films and engaging in banter
100 straight btw
>>773884everyone else on this board is at least gay and perhaps even trans
>>773884It sounds like you just want to have a sleepover with your friends.
Theres a big thunderstorm outside right now and my pc is next to the window, will I get struck by lightning if I leave it open? Its very hot inside and my AC is broken.
>>773988Do you live on Chagos Island?
>>774008Chicago sounds like it gets terrible weather.
>>774009Its not too bad once you're used to it. Lately the temperature has been ridiculous. 80 one day and then 30 the next. We used to get a lot of snow in the winter but not for the past few years.
I read on wikipedia that we are in a similar clime to Moscow.
>>774082I amnot a furru but i would have sex with this dog
>>774093Maybe white women had a point after all…
>>776344>I am completely unfit to liveYou have spooked yourself.
There's no such thing as being fit or unfit to live. You are alive and get to consciously witness a small window of existence in this universe. Cutting that off is a waste.
Divorce yourself of spooks and seek joy.
Do you ever pee so much it starts becoming suspicious? Like, it does not usually take this long. How does all this liquid fit into me? Did I forget to pee yesterday? And it's not even barely dripping, it's the strongest stream you have ever seen, as if the pee itself was aware of your suspicions and was rushing to leave before you decided you had more important things to do.
>>776922What did the tests say?
>>776922Did you tell her she should do her job instead of outsourcing it to other people?
>>776922fake and gay bourgeois pseudoscience
>>776926No, because diagnosis would be a job for clinical psychologist, not therapist, different specialisation.
>>776925I havent done them yet. Dont know when will, need to get my health insurance in order first, which require me getting a job.
>>776929>diagnosis would be a job for clinical psychologist, not therapist, different specialisation.Why does she need a diagnosis to help you with your problems? Lazy pettybooj bitch
>>776955Oh okay, sorry. It's just that I hate psychologists, since almost all of them are pettybooj and are superexpensive
When do you have your autism/adhd tests?
>>776929What do you think the tests will tell you?
>>776956Actually therapists arent very expensive here, they are just expensive for
me. And from what I saw searching job boards, psychology is not a lucrative field in general (bad fucking luck to me as that is what I have a degree in).
>When do you have your autism/adhd tests?I first need to get a job for health insurance. Hopefully sometime within next two months because I am running out of money.
>>776958I dont think my autism is severe enough to warrant diagnosis. ADHD possibly.
>>776959>Actually therapists arent very expensive herem, how much do they cost? Here they cost around 50€ an hour, which is a lot
>I first need to get a job for health insurance. Hopefully sometime within next two months because I am running out of money.Good luck
>>776986>m, how much do they cost? Here they cost around 50€ an hour, which is a lotThat seems to be the bottom price here, average is around 70€. I live in a dump so my rent is relatively cheap, had I a full time job I could afford biweekly sessions without much issue, plus insurance covers part of the cost, if only up to 200€ a year.
>Good luckRan out unfortunately.
>>728681>Pic 5 Ah the Butovo myths. Been a while since I heard that crap
Trying to become a 2d animator in my 30s (lol) but pretty sure the industry has completely collapsed in the west and will only get worse.
Also it will never pay as much as my cushy remote tech job.
i hate that i can't stop procrastinating: i haven't cleaned the dishes or the bathroom, nor showered, nor done the bedding (it's 2am), nor studied or done any homework in 5 days, nor cleaned my veneers in months, nor played any videogame nor seen any film/series because of the stupid internet, at least i managed to bookmark in a textfile hundreds of opened tabs today so eventually i can uninstall my browser… idk if anyone has struggled with this same thing here, not doing even things you would enjoy more than just browsing the internet
>>777072Why are doing a career change to a less financially secure one?
>>777085i hate tech and rather be a professional artist.
>>777088Why not do portraits then?
And what’s with this hatred for tech jobs that are financially secure?
>>776922My social worker told me that too but even with my doctors referal it would be like $5k
>>7770995k?? I know medical stuffs expensive but what do you get out of it? Do I get like an autism card that can get can get me out of trouble or something?
>>777101My doctor can't prescribe the adhd meds only a psychiatrist or something and I think you could get welfare or something if you have an official autism diagnosis in some places. Personally I just want to know what's wrong with me so I can work towards being a normal person
>>777093Portrait artists are untalented faggots mostly. Also I’m not a painter/don’t care about rendering.
>>777099What did you have to do to get your own social worker?
>>777151Clinical social worker, its like a therapist but cheaper or something. She didn't really help.but she did tell me to ask my gp about adhd
>>777159You can just call an office and schedule an appointment ezpz. A referral from a doctor may help? But I didnt get one from my doctor he just gave me a list of places to call and they didn't ask me for one.
Today I got a haircut to look more presentable in hypothetical job interviews I wish to attend. Had long hair past shoulders, now they are neck length. Makes me look surprisingly cute, especially considering I am way past the age of cuteness. Unfortunately I am yet to shed the winter bulk, so it will be some time before I can attempt to present myself before a woman.
Tomorrow I am to spend entire day sending CVs, the only respite being cooking tasty lunch at noon. My current life cope plan is finding employment, even if it is just something part time, then sorting out health insurance, getting referral for clinical psychiatrist from general practitioner (and getting a lump I found checked), work on my portfolio (which I should have been doing for last two years, and yet here we are), find a real job I can make a career out of, move out of shithole apartment I live in (with little great luck I might even find sufficiently well paying job to do this after step 1).
>>777077Are there parts of day when you have energy and motivation to be productive? Like for example during night, but it is now too late to do anything? Then try to do whatever prep you can fit in to make tasks easier for tomorrow. Write down a timetable for the next day, what to do and when. Start a day by getting small thing that take little time and effort done. Also make time for some pleasurable activity in the evening, so you have something to look forward to. That is very important. Look up some events you wish to attend, activities you wish to do in the future. Motivation is mostly about delayed gratification, find your gratification.
>>777160If it is ok to ask, how old are you? I am deeply insecure about still not having my life in order at my age, so I wonder what situation other people are in.
>>777540>now they are neck length. Makes me look surprisingly cute, especially considering I am way past the age of cuteness.I think in general that length of haircut is generally cute, long hair is more "beautiful" rather than cute
>find a real job I can make a career out ofWhat would you like it to be?
>Are there parts of day when you have energy and motivation to be productive?This is actually not the problem. I am not depressed and most days I am optimist about this being the day I finally become productive. And in the cases I do get going I can focus quite sometime
>Write down a timetable for the next day, what to do and when.I have done dozens of these, and I still make them in class, since I am always very optimistic about the moment I get home
>Motivation is mostly about delayed gratification, find your gratification.I actually like studying, I like studying in itself and the benefits. The thing is that I also procrastinate my hobbies/pleasure activities, like downloading new games, playing them and watching movies/series. These eastern I was proud I was able to watch 5 chapters of anime (Soul Eater) a day
>Then try to do whatever prep you can fit in to make tasks easier for tomorrow.I will try this
The problem is more about starting the activity, not because I am tired and can't get up. But because I am very curious about what I am reading or because I want to see if I find something interesting (the times I come here or browser lobsters) or because I don't know how to close the browser or the computer
>third week of paid leave on, already feeling purposeless, missing work
Am I mentally raped
>>777581If you genuinely liked your work and do nothing but doomscroll and procrastinate (and are spooked into thinking this is a waste of your time even tho you enjoy it) I can see it
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