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Have you tried Zen Fear? Its acknowledging all your mistakes of the past and knowing that nothing can be undone, but it doesn't matter.
Its facing forward even if something comes back to haunt you, trying to ignore what you have no control over and having a method of suicide at hand in case faced with greater danger and threat of torment if restrained?

You heard of Zen Fascism from chapotraphouse, Zen Fear is for everyone though. Zen Fear is efficiency at bare minimum. Zen Fear is moving from Canada to Cambodia in case of political repressions after gaining as much Canadian dollars as possible from loans and schemes to never pay off.
Zen Fear is the greatest mode of reaction, always alert and always responsive. You can be a total functionary instead of reactionary.