/siberia/ - Off-topic

Had to copy/pasta my own response as of course fucking jannies just delete thread instead of helping. They don't help anyone, ever.
>>776047
Imma be real with you chief. As an actual minister, you're not the first person I've talked too about suicide.

I'm not gonna sit here and tell you things aren't so bad, they are. Shit sucks. You can't even do basic things. Like right now X and Youtube just aren't working for me, not sure why, obviously this crap hole is…but after a hard day I can't even shit post or watch videos really?

And it might hurt your family, but fuckem. They're neurotypicals, they'll get over it. I'd be shocked if it actually did traumatize someone. I'm not saying that to make you feel worse, you know this already. Your friends and family aren't horrible to you, but they're not actively contributing to a better life either. Harmless isn't innocence.

And it might hurt your family, but fuckem. They're neurotypicals, they'll get over it. I'd be shocked if it actually did traumatize someone. I'm not saying that to make you feel worse, you know this already. Your friends and family aren't horrible to you, but they're not actively contributing to a better life either. Harmless isn't innocence.
But the main reason you shouldn't kill yourself isn't even because "it's sinful", its not. I mean it is but it's not the end of the world. That's your life, only you can judge it's potential.

However you should know you take it all with you. Now you might be a strict atheist and think nothingness awaits you and is preferable. If that's the case well i disagree but i could see why you'd do it.

However you should know you take it all with you. Now you might be a strict atheist and think nothingness awaits you and is preferable. If that's the case well i disagree but i could see why you'd do it.

But I'm telling you as a religious man… You're going to find yourself unable to escape these feelings regardless. Thats who you really are. Your soul is the composition of your hopes, dreams, successes, morals, failures, and flaws. Your sins are real as well as your virtues. Are you willing to accept facing your true self or would you rather look upon it a little longer and self reflect? Try to improve upon the good or work on the bad before you rage quit?

Cause again, you can. I can't stop you, i don't want to stop you.
Buuuuut i wouldn't recommend it.

I won't ask you to accept Christ or something first, but you should consider sitting down and giving it some thought. Try talking to God. It isn't as hard as you think. When you quiet your mind, He speaks. All the time. Sometimes you can't stop hearing it even when you want too because you know when you're doing the wrong thing.
God does love you, there are people who love you, there's many who don't, many you yourself hate I'm sure.

Just give it some thought, pray a little. It's literally the biggest decision you'll make in your life.