That feel when you realize after years of theory that not even communism could solve your avoidant personality disorder. Cursed existence until death.
Avoidant to everything except death. That seems meaningful somehow.
If youre a foid i can fix you. If youre a dude i couldnt care less
Maybe if you had access to more better mental health treatments and also didn't live in a hyper-competitive "boot-strap" culture you wouldn't be so avoidant.
I also doubt a "communist" society would then capitalize on you're desire to withdraw by selling you addictive solitary activates (internet) thus making it even harder to crawl out of that hole.
Even if you're to far gone at least i would stop anyone growing up from getting fucked up in the same way. I think that's worth fighting for, no?