>>786511I'm 38, unemployed, and I still live with my parents. I'm obese and I have various health related problems that are too embarrassing to share. every day I want to kill myself, but I know I'll never do it because I'm way too pussy. I still have a thin veneer of hope for the future but I think I'm just deluding myself at this point. I'm just waiting until my boomer parents die to see how the rest of my life will play out. I resent them so much, but with age I have gained perspective, and I realize that they're victims, too. plus it could've been a lot worse. anyway, some part of me is miserable and I want to die, but some other part of me is gradually becoming comfortably numb. I'm just going to play guitar and write music and wither away.