>>789648Well, specifically imagining her pussy after the fact all wrecked and swollen and red contrasting to her pale skin and gaping and glistening with chud cum is for sure a integral part of my fantasy, imagining the sounds she would make being pounded that she makes for him but not me etc, surrendering is a big part of it, just giving up and him claiming her pussy as his territory and me losing is like freeing in a way that is pure bliss to me. Like its easier to lose so why not feel good from it? and me being autistically logical i let that just completely consume me and now im stuck in it.