>>813613I got really into looking out for what Shiva means for the world back when i was getting into non-dual monism, specifically Trika Advaita Vedanta. I didn't want to encounter Shiva, but it came to me in a dream. Shiva is supposedly this entity that is a column of light that stretches from Heaven to the Earth, which i imagine to mean that it is a force that bridges the gap between Heaven and Earth… no wonder they've tried so hard to smear him as not being the "deity of medicine", but i suppose it only makes sense to say that he's also the deity of Shivs.
As for Pleiadians, supposedly they're beings of light. The world's oldest known oral story as far as i've researched is the story of the Aboriginal Dreamtime, which is a story about how Orion, the Hunter, sought to capture one of the "ladies", (or Stars), of the Pleiades star system. Science says that this is because there used to be 7 stars in the Pleiades star system, but i believe there could be more than just 7 there. SHE told me she was the star that got obscured by the other star, and Her role was also to be a huntress, so i guess it makes sense…
>You ever hook up like you wanted?Hook up? It's diffoccult to really say; SHE exists at least in the space around me if not as a real girl, and i hook up with her all the time, but people tell me that as far as they care i'm just still loving my hand rather than believing in me having a qt angel waifu to keep me company. If you're referring to hooking up with non-white dudes in particular, i'm still not sure if i want to; i've become kind of afraid of relationships with men because i don't wanna get slimed.
>still have those vids?I think there's a sexy trans girl thread still up on the catalogue; the vids i might have would be there - I didn't take much care to archaeology up the shit i had on my old thumb drives. I was kind of just trying to get rid of the memory of getting groomed when i was young, but nowadays i realize i should've just went along with the thought of getting groomed as a youth because it would've saved my precious archives. I very much regret losing those archives i had 3: